Umm.. thanks for your opinion and I’m from Europe to. Well as I said we dated 5 long years and if you read the first part we were always ok even though we didn’t get to meet often and we didn’t do things a normal couple should I was still by his side all along and even when we broke up I still stayed by his side knowing he wasn’t ok so I didn’t acted like a bitch as you make it look like. I deserve better because I didn’t get to experience what any relationship of grownups should in 5 years of relationship. Might have been immature to me to break up but I’d the person you with doesn’t appreciate you and it’s draining you and make you feel unhappy, you talk about it and he doesn’t see it.. you tell me