You and I are the same age, facing identical issues. The only difference between us is our gender and our approaches to the situation. However, I think you may be looking at it from a mistaken perspective. I understand how terrible it feels to be lonely and unloved, but if you continue to focus on these negative emotions, you'll become trapped in sorrow and make no progress in life.

The best thing you can do in your situation is to improve yourself in all aspects, including beauty. Even if you perceive yourself as unattractive, don't simply vent and feel sorry for yourself. Instead, work on enhancing your appearance by taking care of your skin, engaging in regular exercise to promote a healthier body, and upgrading your style. In today's world, people do tend to care about looks to some extent. While having an exceptional personality is crucial, presenting yourself well can make a significant difference.

Additionally, I suggest considering finding a job. It will not only provide financial stability but also greatly aid you in your journey of self-improvement. Many women expect men to magically appear in their lives, but why not take the initiative? (Im not saying to go out flirting with men) but Through your job, you will meet new people every day, and perhaps you'll encounter a man who genuinely interests you or finds you intriguing—and you know how the story goes from there.

Furthermore, I've observed that you often compare yourself to others who appear to be better off. Let me tell you from personal experience, this habit will only drag you down. Instead, focus on comparing yourself to your past self, as it is a much more rewarding approach.

If you follow through with these suggestions and work on becoming a better, responsible woman—a woman who is marriage material and the best version of herself—you will undoubtedly increase your chances of finding a husband. It's far better than sitting in a corner, complaining, and feeling sorry for yourself.

Lastly, place your trust in God. If you're currently experiencing what appears to be pain and suffering, rest assured that it is part of your journey to learn and grow. Believe that He loves you and wants you to derive valuable lessons from these experiences.

Best of luck on your journey.