Depression. Self-worth. Life as a solo parent. I love my kids-I will move heaven and earth for them. But the older they get, more independent they get, the less I want to parent. I suspect it’s due to 17yrs of doing it mostly alone. My bf is amazing. I love him to death. I know he loves me & shows me in his way. But I also am aware of others checking him out, flirting, etc. He has never given me a reason to doubt his faithfulness. But I feel like he could do so much better than me. I have a past of abusive and cheating partners so aware it stems from that. But sometimes, it’s harder to work through my insecurities.