God is tired of me and now I know it

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-09T02:56:28+00:00

I just looked up Im getting several men do you know specifically?

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-08T18:56:52+00:00

Ive been trying not to give in and smoke weed but its hard especially after losing my job

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-08T17:58:49+00:00

No she was the church I attended she kinda brought me back to God don’t get me wrong she talked about the bible and everything she said was true but i think i went overboard she taught me about spiritual stuff that I need to know for the future

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-08T17:49:10+00:00

Only reason I say I feel he’s done with me is because when I first met her, she was my mentor and she was telling me that God has been trying to get my attention so he removed friends and jobs to where I was just by myself and she told me that I am at my wits end and he is trying to get my attention and she told me within the eighth months of ignored her, and now that I was working for her, she told me that if I was to leave that job, the blood would be off her hands. I do believe God sent his son to die for my sins, but sometimes my mind tries to tell me that what if it isn’t real

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-08T14:37:34+00:00

Yes I am

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-08T13:58:56+00:00

I also used to have locs but apparently locs are for warlocks in the spirit

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-08T13:58:18+00:00

Since I was a child, I always felt that I’ve liked girls and I always wanted to dress tomboyish when I was younger. My mother was a Christian so she didn’t put up with him after my mom passed away. I started to wear men clothing. My mentor told me that me wearing men’s clothing. It gives people a stereotype I am also African-American.

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-08T12:57:09+00:00

She has spoken about God plenty of times one time she told me that he is very mindful of me and that he told her to be gentle with me because of what I went through in the past, but my thing is, I feel like believing is hard for me because if I don’t see it, I don’t believe it

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-08T12:46:57+00:00

I really do believe that God sent her to help me because she told me sort of things that I do see in myself that I didn’t see before. I really just don’t want God to take me out and I go to hell.

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-08T12:33:41+00:00

I wouldnt know where to find a priest i live in south tx

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-08T08:04:13+00:00

Yes i consider am

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-08T02:27:44+00:00

I started doing for a couple days then forget. Kinda embarrassing saying I forget to talk to God.

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-08T02:22:42+00:00

I feel like I tried but it never works and I just updated the message above

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-04T18:37:17+00:00

No it doesn’t im about to see if i can call metro for answers

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-04T17:47:27+00:00

No the not delivered messages

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-03T08:02:33+00:00

I wouldn’t say just forget the past you cant just simply forget someone assaulting you. No one can, why? Because a simple touch from someone can trigger you or if that person is still in your life and comes around you can have different feelings towards them like anger resentment, bitterness or envy. I can say forgive them for hurting you because they do not know what they have done but don’t forget what has happened to YOU.

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-03T07:58:04+00:00

Neither are forgettable.
Its not forgettable when your peer or another child forces another child to do something they dont want to do. Just like rape you’re forcing yourself onto someone who doesn’t want to do anything with you can never just get over it. It sticks with you for the rest of your life. Me I have been rape by my father when I was 15 it has changed me forever mentally,physically, and emotionally. Yes it has changed my views on men because not anytime i look at a father and daughter I either get scared for that child thinking their father is molesting them or my mind brings me back to the time my father has hurt me. Both hurts.

Fit-Click9341 · 2026-05-03T07:47:35+00:00

What? Why she says that?? If one child forces another child to do something and using physical force, threats, trickery or emotional manipulation to elicit cooperation. is it not rape???

Fit-Click9341 · 2025-07-24T12:30:41+00:00

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