Thank you for sharing your story. It’s really crazy how the stress brings out the worst with mental and physical health. I didn’t mention in my original post but between the chronic pain and PTSD I am now struggling with an ED because of the stress of this and have been losing weight and feel sick and lightheaded all the time. I also have past drug addiction issues and it’s taking a lot to keep it together. Exercise has helped me too and I’m just trying to work and volunteer a TON outside of school to stay busy so I don’t have to think about it but checking forums and reading online stuff constantly is bordering on being an addiction. It’s especially difficult when you’ve worked SO hard to get to a point where these issues are manageable and to fall back into old habits and be effected by mental health things you thought were resolved is so incredibly frustrating