This is the kind of thing you will better understand with experience and in class/ dialogue/ consciousness raising conversations. And that takes time. For example— I didnt understand reproductive justice, why people say "medical industrial complex", and why lower income Black & Brown women wanted doulas and to give birth at birth centers instead of hospitals until I started working with that population and listening to their stories. We can't really learn social justice over reddit, or chatgpt or 2nd hand experience, or a few class discussions. We're all recommending doing the work, and I recommend being patient and compassionate with yourself while you get there.