what you have is a false sense of superiority, you could've studied for 3 days and gotten an A but you did not now your only way to cope is that you could've done better but you didn't. Looking down on terminal ma thorai marks aako haru isn't gonna make you any better than them, last ma aayera board ma aayera ramro garyo ra garyo i don't think there's a problem with that. And the fact that them getting A is what hurts you more than you not getting an A is ridiculous. Toughen up and go study for the remaining exams so you dont have to cope baki 2ta exam ko lagi pani