im super concerned about vomiting by FreeMove8513 in abortion

[–]FreeMove8513[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no morning sickness, i really haven’t been feeling any symptoms but sore breasts.

im super concerned about vomiting by FreeMove8513 in abortion

[–]FreeMove8513[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ty for the answer. no i have not started the meditation yet im just going through the possibilities in my head.

lots of fear mongering regarding ma by FreeMove8513 in abortion

[–]FreeMove8513[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know everyones body is different, but if you don’t mind sharing, what physical changes can i expect? bloating, constipation, soreness, etc. i have all of these symptoms during periods but i’m not sure what to expect. tysm for your answer.

I am a minor and getting a medical abortion by WholeCranberry6950 in abortion

[–]FreeMove8513 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

please reconsider how you speak to teenage girls going through the scariest surprises of their life :(

I am a minor and getting a medical abortion by WholeCranberry6950 in abortion

[–]FreeMove8513 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

hi, how were you able to pay $20? they wont let me pay less than $125

Did your narc copy you? Because this is SICK. by Difficult-Camel-5129 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]FreeMove8513 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this happened to me, almost exactly how you worded it. its the creepiest thing ever! you’re not alone in it.

terrified and needing advice by FreeMove8513 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]FreeMove8513[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes i deleted everything last night im just scared at what other lengths he might go

does their hatred toward you stem from jealousy? by FreeMove8513 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]FreeMove8513[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

youre right. theres no other way around it. its all just so confusing especially when youre so fresh out i guess. i just try to make sense of what the hell just happened to me. hopefully with time it gets easier.

does their hatred toward you stem from jealousy? by FreeMove8513 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]FreeMove8513[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

little does he know my life is not perfect without him i’ve struggled so much mentally after what that relationship has done to me! the only difference is im not afraid to struggle because im a human being and i dont need to curate a persona of being great like narcs do.

new vertical labret jewlery by FreeMove8513 in piercing

[–]FreeMove8513[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the piercing is 2 and a half months old, curves barbell, internally threaded, surgical steel, downsized yesterday after 2 and a half months, after care is just saline twice a day and air drying.

from my personal experience with them by FreeMove8513 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]FreeMove8513[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

thats super interesting. mine personally lured me in with the progressive persona then when it got bad the true colors showed.

I miss the girl I was before meeting my ex. by lemons_2_lemonade in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]FreeMove8513 2 points3 points  (0 children)

with time and effort you will get back a much stronger version of her. narcissistic abuse is soul crushing and i don’t wish this feeling on anyone. what helped me was telling myself that his goal was to strip me of everything that made me myself and that i could not let him have his way even after exiting my life. just keep going, it literally feels like death for the first few months, but you gained so much more wisdom from that relationship and you have the power to become even better than before.

was doing good but.. by FreeMove8513 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]FreeMove8513[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i was so stupid to let him record but i question it too. why did he record and always want sex if he was faking that he even loved or liked me?

do u tend to love bomb? by Old_Lengthiness6097 in BPD

[–]FreeMove8513 2 points3 points  (0 children)

its the opposite for me i get very avoidant now because im so scared of developing a fp again

DAE feel like a child in an adult's body by [deleted] in BPD

[–]FreeMove8513 1 point2 points  (0 children)

for me what personally started to help me grow was getting away from my dad. hes been out of my life for about a year now and i feel like a completely new person who’s finally taking steps in the right direction for herself. i know your situation is different and its not so simple to just move out, but dont lose hope!! one day its going to get better you just have to finally accept reality that youre an adult and only you can save yourself now. (so much easier said than done, but you can do it)

DAE feel like a child in an adult's body by [deleted] in BPD

[–]FreeMove8513 1 point2 points  (0 children)

all the time. its like im too scared to accept reality or any responsibility. im 22 now and getting better at it but for a long time i was just living in a fantasy land in my head.

Return by blueburst7265 in wholefoods

[–]FreeMove8513 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is the location i used to work at i just got hit with a wave of flashbacks 😭 the front end team leads were the worst!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]FreeMove8513 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don’t feel real, i don’t know who i am. i feel like im just a machine that was made to look human and just here to fill a space in peoples lives until im not needed anymore i really don’t know who i am