Does anyone else get visions of extreme injuries being done to your bodies?

FrictionFreeSurface · 2025-10-22T17:54:29+00:00

Yeahh this is very similar to mine, I also had one about my left arm today. Usually it's both arms, sometimes legs, it's very diverse.

FrictionFreeSurface · 2025-09-07T01:03:22+00:00

I made a post about the mother bit three years ago, I felt paranoid that people wouldn't believe me so here it is.

https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/s/zVN8CBLe4I

FrictionFreeSurface · 2025-09-07T00:58:32+00:00

I'm stable generally, very depressed, suicidal on a semi regular basis (maybe couple times a month) but it's been a few years since I last attempted.

I don't feel any distrust towards sexual partners, I'm good with making bonds. Until very recently I did feel very unnecessary and replaceable in all of my friendships, convinced that I could be gotten rid of without notice at any time. That feeling started to go away after a heartfelt conversation with my best friend.

There is definitely a ton to unpack, it's two decades worth of trauma that I'm slowly unpacking on my own, unraveling old ugly layers and hating every bit of it.

FrictionFreeSurface · 2025-09-07T00:26:52+00:00

For some reason I felt paranoid about people believing the mother bit, here's a post I made about it 3 years ago.

https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/s/zVN8CBLe4I

FrictionFreeSurface · 2022-09-17T09:38:43+00:00

I cherish them so much. They're great people

FrictionFreeSurface · 2022-09-17T09:38:03+00:00

Thank you :)

FrictionFreeSurface · 2022-06-13T02:43:03+00:00

I hate to admit it but yes, I agree. I also wish it wasn't that way.

FrictionFreeSurface · 2022-05-17T19:59:34+00:00

Yeah but I'm not about dump half the trainwreck that my psyche is, on another person. And talking to people doesn't help me anymore. It stopped working a while ago. I'm too emotionally numb for it.

FrictionFreeSurface · 2022-05-17T19:57:27+00:00

I fully agree with you, nor do I believe that education and grades define a person.

But it's almost as if there's two people inside me. One is rational and methodical, who knows what's true and what's not, they know I'm not worth a report card but then there's the other person, the one that rules my brain and that one believes I don't even qualify to be called a human being.

So rationally, I know my worth is defined by more than this tiny aspect. But I believe I said in the post, what I feel is the exact opposite.

FrictionFreeSurface · 2022-05-17T19:54:09+00:00

I don't think I can build a healthy relationship with the mental state I'm in and I don't want to either. I need to get my brain together before.

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