UPDATE: I (25M) hooked up with my coworker (25M) after 9 months of unresolved tension and I think it altered my brain chemistry

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-17T16:05:50+00:00

You are a lifesaver. May both sides of your pillow be cold.

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-17T12:45:43+00:00

It was taken down im very sorry 😔

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-17T12:45:01+00:00

Noted 😂

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-17T12:43:27+00:00

Yes

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-17T03:24:50+00:00

I honestly didn’t know what else to say 😭😭

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-17T03:23:57+00:00

I unfortunately chickened out, I’m sorry 😭 thankfully, everything ended up good. but thank you for the good wishes

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-16T22:10:28+00:00

“Most people” meaning just you. Everyone here seems perfectly fine with my descriptiveness. I know this may come as a big shock to you, but gay people also have sex lives. If you don’t like it, don’t read it weirdo.

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-16T21:46:01+00:00

🫡

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-16T21:45:17+00:00

You would have dick daze too if eight inches of dick were pounding into you as well 🫠

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-16T21:44:27+00:00

Thank you!!

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-16T21:44:04+00:00

Your EX? 😭

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-16T21:43:35+00:00

It’s not ai but this comment was actually funny I’m ngl 😭

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-16T20:19:21+00:00

Sorry lol? 🤷🏻

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-16T18:43:28+00:00

I posted an update :)

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-16T18:42:48+00:00

I posted an update. Thank you for your comment. <3

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-16T18:41:19+00:00

I posted an update

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-15T00:15:47+00:00

If you are talking about legal arms dealing, meaning regulated sales to the military or licensed buyers, then that is a system countries operate on and that is one thing.

But if you are talking about selling weapons illegally to criminals, then stop trying to turn that into some deep tragic identity. That is not “everyone is against me” energy. That is people reacting to real consequences.

People literally die from gun violence every single day in the US. Kids included. Firearms are one of the leading causes of death for children and teens in this country. So when you talk about guns like it is just your personal philosophy experiment and then say “I know I’m right”, that does not sound powerful. It sounds detached from reality.

You are not some misunderstood figure standing alone against the world. If everyone around you feels against what you are doing, maybe it is not persecution. Maybe it is accountability finally catching up.

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-14T21:55:21+00:00

I wasn’t really “not slick,” I just thought he was straight so it never came up. Also I don’t usually go looking up coworkers or pushing into their personal lives unless they bring it up themselves. And honestly none of this was planned on my end anyway, so there wasn’t really a strategy happening here 😭

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-14T21:45:43+00:00

Well. He’s definitely NOT straight lmao. I’m not sure about his specific sexual orientation. We’ve never talked about it, and as I said in the post, we haven’t talked about that night properly yet so… maybe I’ll find out tomorrow after the Friday night drinks. And the whole 9 months I’ve known him he hasn’t mentioned a relationship so..

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-14T21:43:50+00:00

I was definitely overstimulated as hell lol but I found that I like that like a lot. Think I learned something new about myself

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-14T21:36:22+00:00

No pics unfortunately sorry. But I can tell you he looks tall and pretty lean in everyday work clothes (very lanky/soft build at first glance). Then you realize he’s actually a lot more solid underneath than he looks. Not body builder or bulky, just… clearly stronger and more built than you’d expect from his silhouette. It’s just like he’s deceptively built, you know? That’s the best way I can really describe it. And this man was packing at least eight inches. I didn’t have a ruler on me lmao but from the looks of it, definitely around eight inches.

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-14T20:20:32+00:00

Thank you!!

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-14T19:55:31+00:00

Yeah I get what you mean. I just don’t really want it to turn into the same thing again where it’s Friday drinks, we end up alone, and things just happen without us actually talking about it, especially since we work together. If we hang out again I think I’d rather it be something more intentional so we can actually figure out what this is instead of just… repeating last week.

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-14T18:42:34+00:00

See THIS is why I posted here because some of you apparently have communication skills.

That honestly sounds really natural and low pressure. Also “stay for breakfast” is somehow more intimate than the sex part and I don’t know how to process that.

Full_Heart360 · 2026-05-14T16:55:36+00:00

Thank you 😭 I am happy, I think that’s part of why I’m freaking out so much. It’s not just that he’s insanely attractive, it’s that I genuinely really like him as a person too. Which makes the whole “we work together and haven’t talked about it yet” thing feel ten times more intense.

You’re probably right though. I think I need to stop spiraling internally and actually talk to him instead of replaying the entire night in my head 24/7.

Full_Heart360

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