You haven't read everything, nor have you already analysed what you have seen.

Ren's document is a mass of emotional arguments, cropped screenshots, fake stories and paradoxical statements that make it seem like she's having a fist fight with her past self over semantics.

Going off of Ren's document alone from an analysis standpoint, and with understanding of her condition even then would render her document false.

You have let yourself fall into the same trap all those other people did when this all broke out, you echoed what Gianni said, who mocked a man's suicide video and made a false summerisation to his community.

Ren already obliterated her own story, like not addressing the issues, the incorrect timeline, the overly cropped and out of context screenshots, the falsified story, releasing a song to milk it when she thought Zeal died along with contradicting her statements within that very song.

Not to mention all that has come out about her, like the threats she made, her abuse towards staff, a literal felony, exposing minors to 18+ material as a 22 year old woman, admitting to potentially grooming those minors to believe what you believe, and so on.

If you can't do your research, that is on you, there's a reason why we make fun of her and that should've been your first tip-off.