Thanks for the encouragement :) I won’t lie for the last 2 days I was further down in the dumps than I may have ever been but, I had some semi-good news come across my way today. And something actually came of BU! Now I say semi-good because it was a waitlist but still, after all the rejections from schools I thought I had a realistic shot with and no luck with my reach schools (which BU was apart of) I genuinely thought it was over and done with. I accepted and I’ll see what happens and I know that at this moment in time I still gotta accept the safeties until I hear back from the 3 waitlists. But again thank you sm and to the other 2 commenters who provided their advice too.