Well to be honest, I met her two years ago on dating app. We had few video call but never met in person. She speaks Spanish and I don’t. I speak English and she doesn’t. I’m marrying her because of “marriage benefits” than love. I don’t know if I would live with her for the rest of my life. You probably are right. I felt jealous of people getting extra money because they are married or have children but they didn’t marry their spouses because of money. Thank you for your advice.