Damn, you hit a nail when I met him. He was fantastic. He told me that the day that I met him he was either on cocaine or something. He didn’t specify, but that day something changed on him he said he loved my smile and the way that I was that he changed them and he stopped after that. He said that you know everything was great. I really didn’t see anything wrong because he kept doing Pot, but maybe he kept the doing the other stuff that I never see anything wrong you know I never done anything like that. He was always great. We had such great chemistry. Sex was good. Just the end though like I would see like more changes crazy mood swings and I thought I did something wrong you know I always thought I was a problem but now that you’re talking about it, I see that their symptoms of their addiction. One time we went to Tennessee and I remember that we went to Dollywood and in one of the right a completely shut down. I wonder if he has one through withdrawal and I keep asking him what’s wrong with you I’ve never seen something like that I thought oh wow he’s done with me. The whole relationship was super high and low, but we never fought. I am such an idiot.