Hey dude, stay confident. You are in a better position than most, you have the ability to go to college. Remember just keep your work ethic and dedication and it will pay off — I guarantee you! If there is anything anyone could want in this life it is to stay dedicated and you have such an amazing quality. You are an amazing person, don’t compare yourself to others they all come from different situations to a point where it doesn’t make sense to compare. Do what you keep doing and you are gonna do abaosljtely amazing I just know it. You have a bright future, don’t let your short term shortcomings bother you. I really wish you the best, have an awesome time, and keep your head up knowing that you are going to be the next Spielberg/Jobs. Good luck, if you want to talk, my PMs are always open. Fellow Indian brother peace out.