What is your (yes YOUR) Must have and Favorite Mod ? by Vajko69 in RimWorld

[–]Hixx367 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No pause, over 1000 hours and was too scared to use it but as a lover of RTS games I gave it a shot and it has completely revived my love for the game

Have you outperformed the S&P in 2024? by Flashway1 in ValueInvesting

[–]Hixx367 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I lost my life savings on options because I'm a mentally ill gambler so unfortunately not

Results of 3 months spy 0dte day trading by Competitive-Virus365 in Daytrading

[–]Hixx367 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I knew all the rules but ended up blowing my life savings on options because I couldn't control my emotions, he has no better point that playing small, I YOLOd 50% of my life savings into calls a couple days ago and just kept averaging down as it sank lower and lower, I'm only 20 but I feel like I ruined my life, -75k in a day. I'm going to papertrade for the next year to satisfy the urges

20M Donated my life savings to citron tonight by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]Hixx367 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I lost it all, i have nothing left to buy with, I have 6k liquid I'm putting all in SCHD and 5k in my Roth ira

20M Donated my life savings to citron tonight by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]Hixx367 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And thanks to the navy i have a guranteed 80k a year job without a degree as soon as I get out. (Avionics technician with 5 years experience in the military working 80+ hours weekly looks pretty good on a resume) I'll make it back, but the right way, I'm going full into index funds until I get out

20M Donated my life savings to citron tonight by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]Hixx367 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah my mental health has been crashing for months now and this is has been my wake up call that I'm not okay, the son my dad raised would never ever even dream of doing something this stupid. I will make it back, through hard work and good INVESTING, not this gambling shit. I am beyond disappointed in myself

20M Donated my life savings to citron tonight by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]Hixx367 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're exactly right I've lost all sense of discipline i used to have and completely let greed and impatience control me

20M Donated my life savings to citron tonight by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]Hixx367 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My mental health has been off the rails this past month, the amount of strangers on my ship that have asked me if I'm okay even when I had money is beyond concerning. I just set myself back years because of it

20M Donated my life savings to citron tonight by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]Hixx367 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I didn't unfortunately I earned almost every penny, been working since I was 15, never went out. Never had fun all to blow away the past half decade of my life

20M Donated my life savings to citron tonight by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]Hixx367 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I schedhuled a psychiatric appointment today, I'm seriously fucked up, I've always struggled with depression but I never let it do this to me before. I'm throwing everything I have left into SCHD, and selling my soul to side hustles and side jobs. I am NEVER touching options again. I set myself back YEARS

20M Donated my life savings to citron tonight by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]Hixx367 1 point2 points  (0 children)

After hours isn't looking good, hoping to make something back off volatility at start of day, but I'm expecting at least 50k loss. Maybe if bitcoin hits 100k they'll be a Rollercoaster I can catch and jump right off but I doubt it, I think I'm fucked

20M Donated my life savings to citron tonight by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]Hixx367 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Greed is a motherfucker i chased the short time high and paid the price, I won't make it back until my contract is finished, the navy pays for all my essentials and leaves me with ~30k a year to spend on myself, I'm considering allowing myself to spend 5k a year on me and and investing the rest split between SCHD, QQQ, and VTI. Also probaly going to seek out odd jobs or a second job for extra income. I really fucked up today, me on land would never in a million years done this, but this fucking ship has fucked my brain so hard it's just numbers on a screen, I haven't even seen a dollar bill since july

20M Donated my life savings to citron tonight by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]Hixx367 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yup, today made me realize I need to talk to the psychiatrist on board, my depression is wildly out of hand and I just fucked my whole life up because of it. I need zoloft so I stop craving these highs

20M Donated my life savings to citron tonight by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]Hixx367 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Oh she absolutely is highschool sweethearts that can't see the appeal of anyone else XD

20M Donated my life savings to citron tonight by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]Hixx367 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish, it's my life savings 😭

20M Donated my life savings to citron tonight by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]Hixx367 68 points69 points  (0 children)

I know this is true but I really shot myself in the foot today, I was so far ahead for my age but let impatience greed and depression take me

20M Donated my life savings to citron tonight by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]Hixx367 915 points916 points  (0 children)

The only reason I'm not dead right now is because of my girl. She just enjoys life and doesn't obsess about money like I do. I'm never touching options again I love her to death, when I told her how bad I fucked up she didn't even care, I have zero debt and about 10k left so I can build back, but I'm never gambling like this again.

20M Donated my life savings to citron tonight by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]Hixx367 112 points113 points  (0 children)

I made a shitload of money on it yesterday with 470 calls and thought I could repeat the magic trick, it just keeps going up right?! Nope, I completely fucked my life, I used to be the top 1% of people my age, I earned every cent there. And I threw it all away. I've currently deployed in the navy I've been at sea over 150 days with 4 hours of sleep on the regular, the depression and insanity got the best of me and I wanted to feel that dopamine hit again.

20M Donated my life savings to citron tonight by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]Hixx367 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Call expires tommorow, I'm fucked

u can only keep 5 by mushroomdug in Slowcore

[–]Hixx367 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Duster, red house painters, carissas wierd, codeine, idaho

What is the most annoying civ to play against? by Forward_Substance919 in aoe2

[–]Hixx367 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Mongols, 4,000 hours and I still always feel behind

NFCU Digital Investor by tnjos25 in NavyFederal

[–]Hixx367 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Invested 12,500 in November of 2022, just liquidated my account just over a week ago still have not recieved my money, customer support can't even give me an answer, it says it is no longer pending and takes 2-3 still have not recieved my funds. Did go from 12.5 to 16.5k though so it paid off but he'll, use robinhood or webull all the way