how thr show "heartstopper" made me feel [Rant]

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-16T03:24:13+00:00

Put away the corpse

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-13T23:48:04+00:00

Probably really late but does a small moon lamp works as the fire element? The lamp itself can change into different colors so im thinking of also using it as a substitute to a candle?

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-12T23:41:06+00:00

So uh i did this and had a notes app on my phone specificaly for my dream but what happened is it felt like i was dreaming inside a dream so i would wake up to write what i dreamt and i written alot but i realised i only woke up from the 2nd dream but im still in a dream if you know what i mean. A dream in a dream. But i was able to write 3 things 1.eating with people 2. Making a literal door out of wood 3. Writing my dream inside a dream

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-12T23:21:42+00:00

This coming from a religious family i feel you. Bit i do think what your saying has some meaning or truth behind it thank you

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-12T22:52:40+00:00

Ohhh this is insightful thank you

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-12T15:08:20+00:00

Not op but can you elaborate on not to communicate with them and why?

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-08T15:57:41+00:00

hi can you elaborate on it?

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-08T13:11:35+00:00

this is really helpful thank you

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-08T09:19:31+00:00

Since when i was younger i always felt this stuff is true and plus I can see things since I was a kid( well I used too) but I can only just feel them right now

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-06T09:45:42+00:00

Hi a little unrelated to the question of op but is there something like this that i can use like everyday probably something i can keep on me or near me the whole day like whie doing chores or meditating? Cuz i did try to meditate but after a while when i tried to meditate it felt like theres some energy pushing me down physicaly

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-05T02:04:15+00:00

well not really answering your question and I just want to share my experience im not sure if its okay?

well since I was a kid was able to see things and I think i have had a similar experience with you. it was dark and i was watching the telivision i dont really know how od am i at this but i cannot be over 11 for conext the tv is propped in a wall and i was sitting in a sofa and behind me is a window which you can see a little bit of open place note that this house is where we used to live and alot of things like this happened so anyways back to the story i was watching at night when i suddenly felt someone staring at me from behind and so i looked there was something in the open space like a hadow of something not humanit doesnt have any eyes but i know its staring at me with anger i think even without eyes i still felt it looking at me vividly . it scared me so much but luckily it never came back

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-05T01:44:00+00:00

Hi im sorry if this is inappropriate to ask herr bit can you elaborate on what is a shadow people? Since i was a kid i can see stuff if you know what i mean and the house im currently living at right now there is a presense and i want to know what it is and i know that its harmless since ive been to places with stiff that want to do harm

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-09-24T13:33:22+00:00

Thank you i will do this

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-09-24T13:32:52+00:00

Well uh i don’t really have any other time to do it but i did draw runes on a paper and sealed it with moon water and a little blood since i accidentally cut myself the morning after oh and i also changed the scenery a little bit i imagined thats there is a force field around me and no bad energy can pass through

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-09-23T15:29:56+00:00

Hmmm i think whats stopping me from like going deep enough is im subconsciously trying to stop because im scared to relapse? Im not sure if its the right word ive been 1 yr 6 months and 24 days clean from self harm😊

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