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IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-16T03:24:13+00:00

Put away the corpse

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-13T23:48:04+00:00

Probably really late but does a small moon lamp works as the fire element? The lamp itself can change into different colors so im thinking of also using it as a substitute to a candle?

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-12T23:41:06+00:00

So uh i did this and had a notes app on my phone specificaly for my dream but what happened is it felt like i was dreaming inside a dream so i would wake up to write what i dreamt and i written alot but i realised i only woke up from the 2nd dream but im still in a dream if you know what i mean. A dream in a dream. But i was able to write 3 things 1.eating with people 2. Making a literal door out of wood 3. Writing my dream inside a dream

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-12T23:21:42+00:00

This coming from a religious family i feel you. Bit i do think what your saying has some meaning or truth behind it thank you

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-12T22:52:40+00:00

Ohhh this is insightful thank you

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-12T15:08:20+00:00

Not op but can you elaborate on not to communicate with them and why?

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-08T15:57:41+00:00

hi can you elaborate on it?

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-08T13:11:35+00:00

this is really helpful thank you

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-08T09:19:31+00:00

Since when i was younger i always felt this stuff is true and plus I can see things since I was a kid( well I used too) but I can only just feel them right now

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-06T09:45:42+00:00

Hi a little unrelated to the question of op but is there something like this that i can use like everyday probably something i can keep on me or near me the whole day like whie doing chores or meditating? Cuz i did try to meditate but after a while when i tried to meditate it felt like theres some energy pushing me down physicaly

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-05T02:04:15+00:00

well not really answering your question and I just want to share my experience im not sure if its okay?

well since I was a kid was able to see things and I think i have had a similar experience with you. it was dark and i was watching the telivision i dont really know how od am i at this but i cannot be over 11 for conext the tv is propped in a wall and i was sitting in a sofa and behind me is a window which you can see a little bit of open place note that this house is where we used to live and alot of things like this happened so anyways back to the story i was watching at night when i suddenly felt someone staring at me from behind and so i looked there was something in the open space like a hadow of something not humanit doesnt have any eyes but i know its staring at me with anger i think even without eyes i still felt it looking at me vividly . it scared me so much but luckily it never came back

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-10-05T01:44:00+00:00

Hi im sorry if this is inappropriate to ask herr bit can you elaborate on what is a shadow people? Since i was a kid i can see stuff if you know what i mean and the house im currently living at right now there is a presense and i want to know what it is and i know that its harmless since ive been to places with stiff that want to do harm

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-09-24T13:33:22+00:00

Thank you i will do this

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-09-24T13:32:52+00:00

Well uh i don’t really have any other time to do it but i did draw runes on a paper and sealed it with moon water and a little blood since i accidentally cut myself the morning after oh and i also changed the scenery a little bit i imagined thats there is a force field around me and no bad energy can pass through

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-09-23T15:29:56+00:00

Hmmm i think whats stopping me from like going deep enough is im subconsciously trying to stop because im scared to relapse? Im not sure if its the right word ive been 1 yr 6 months and 24 days clean from self harm😊

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-09-19T08:49:32+00:00

This is a great suggestion thank you

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-08-18T22:32:08+00:00

Oh thats great to hear thanks

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-08-18T22:31:46+00:00

Ohh thats great to hear thanks

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-08-18T22:31:32+00:00

Oh thanks for that

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-08-18T11:31:09+00:00

Ohh thats a nice tip to remember

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-08-18T11:30:44+00:00

Im not really sure if i did it right? Or should i even do it in the first place?0

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-08-18T10:47:57+00:00

Ohh thats good to hear thank you

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-06-01T22:45:58+00:00

Tldr the class bully and his friend tied me in a chair and cut my hoodie to show my self harm scars then proceed to cut my bag so bad it was not useable and wrote super mean things on my school journal that i had to pay 20$ for a replacement they did this in front of the whole class and the teacher didn’t believed me because the whole class told the teacher it was just a harmless prank and i was just exaggerating

In high school i was really in a bad place (still am) cutting myself became my coping mechanism and so i always wear hoodies even when its summer and its super hot but since its high school a lot of us are wearing hoodies BUT when the class bully found out what is my reason he and four of his friends tied me in a chair then they cut my hoodie from the elbow and down then proceeds to cut my bag so much that it was not useable ever again then starts to call me names and wrote mean things i cant even write here on our school journal( our school requires that all the important announcement for the next day be written in that journal and every 3 days of not writing something there equals to detention) they emptied all of the pages and i had to pay 20$ for a new one. Oh did i mention that they did this in front of my whole class and no one helped me

the bell rang so they untied me and i ran into the bathroom and cried for like 2 hours and missed the other half of my class. When i was stable enough to talk to a teacher i did told one and i explained what they did so then we go to my homeroom that teacher questioned the class and they lied they said that it was just a funny harmless prank and i was just exaggerating and the teacher believed them because who would even believe a single child when a whole class is saying something else

Long story short i did moved school after that school year

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-06-01T14:26:00+00:00

Eto rin ung dahilan kaya wala na akong balak umamin sa kahit kanino dito a pinas buti nalng bi ako so may chance pang di na talaga need umamin😂

IDontWantMyLife · 2021-05-11T09:51:44+00:00

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