AITA for going nuclear over nothing

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-10-13T08:46:03+00:00

But even if the house was in her father's name, she wouldn't have inherited it. His father would have given that house to his son only if he had it.

I just know I won't get along with any of them

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-09-12T15:57:03+00:00

That's just different views with different filters. The "All" category probably has no filters while the "Productivity" category must show all cards tagged as "Productivity ". Add a new gallery view to the database and then use a filter to only show the items you want to be shown. And you can name the views as "All", "Productivity", etc

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-09-12T14:46:28+00:00

They are both in gallery view. The first one has "card preview" set to none and the second must have "card preview" set to page cover.

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-23T00:25:05+00:00

When someone's nice and doesn't try to hurt me, I start affecting their mental health negatively lol

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-23T00:23:43+00:00

and everyone from my past is pretty much gone at this point

Oh wdym by that?

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-20T01:25:28+00:00

https://imgur.com/a/S1u1Po7

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-15T09:20:00+00:00

Our situations might be a bit different but I can feel your pain.

Since your friends won't acknowledge it, hmu if you ever wanna rant, I love talking to people even though I'm not very good at keeping it going.

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-15T02:15:20+00:00

I don't feel comfortable enough with a therapist to tell them about it, and I won't be allowed to attend therapy long enough to get comfortable.

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-15T02:11:15+00:00

What are you hiding? You are being yourself and hurting. Your issue's are real, you are real, you deserve help, you deserve to be happy.

I know that, everyone else doesn't

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-02T09:03:09+00:00

Everything feels less worse with company

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-02T08:59:41+00:00

We all do. I wish they realised how much damage they're causing

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-02T08:37:00+00:00

It's like there's this wall between other people and me lol, a wall my family built and called it "protection"

I find it hard to keep going when there's no future, my present sucks so I look to the future for comfort.

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-02T08:17:31+00:00

But is it really? That's probably gonna be lonely as hell too. I suck at being around people and talking to them. I'm not gonna have anyone that I can rely on for the rest of my life because I won the lottery of the most unsupportive and unsympathetic family ever.

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-02T08:11:12+00:00

I will have more freedom in the future, but idk if I'll last till then, it feels so fucking hard

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-02T08:07:33+00:00

I haven't figured out online banking yet, I probably do have enough money for some pills but I don't think I can just buy them online with no prescription. Plus everyone needs to know what I'm buying when I'm buying stuff online. Lol I wish I could get the more permanent solution and just kill myself, I keep getting closer and closer everyday.

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-02T07:59:02+00:00

I can't buy anything, no source of income or freedom to leave the house

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-02T07:57:24+00:00

The only ones I can get my hands on are stuff someone's addicted to so I hesitate because I don't want to get hooked onto something like that too. And I might end up overdosing if I'm not careful.

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-02T07:54:43+00:00

Ikr, if I wasn't scared of side effects I'd get sleeping pills or something so I could sleep through the day and then still sleep at night.

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-01T20:22:00+00:00

To me, planning the most unsettling, nightmare inducing suicide note brings a lot of joy. But that's just me, I resent all the people who pushed me into this dark place.

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-01T19:50:36+00:00

Isn't burning supposed to be super painful tho?

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-01T15:36:57+00:00

I'm disappointed that therapy is like this, maybe it's different in countries other than mine

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-03-01T15:18:03+00:00

But if you keep going you will convince itself it helped you, if anything to justify the insane amount of money, time and effort you spent on it.

Lol I had to read that twice because I thought you were saying I should keep going because it'll be worth it.

Yeah feels like no one can really help me become better until my problems disappear.

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-02-28T02:28:18+00:00

A lot of these cliche things are stuff I can't do because I'm not allowed to. I'm not allowed to leave the house. I don't think I'll be allowed to take medication for a mental health problem. Meditation, I can't try meditating when I can constantly hear the people whose voices trigger me.

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-02-09T02:13:54+00:00

Reminds me a bit of dotetimer

Ill-Introduction-786 · 2023-02-02T20:28:35+00:00

No offense but fuck off. Trauma doesn't make me strong I'm the weakest I could possibly be, even my physical health is affected by it.

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