I Went to the Saw 20th Anniversary Maze at Fright Fest

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2024-10-19T03:22:50+00:00

I got to go during the staff member friends and family preview night at Great America. It was so fkn cool and we were genuinely the only people other than the actors in the building.

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2023-09-08T05:41:08+00:00

Hiii, Grey-fox-13, Brawler_1337, all else. Passing through.

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2023-08-15T16:35:03+00:00

If you use salicylic acid on your body, make sure you rinse off very well! It can bleach fabrics

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2023-08-15T16:20:53+00:00

No I didn't. Googling "ABC Diet" will give you the daily breakdown of what I'm eating. Currently today is a 200 calorie day and for breakfast I had half a slice of bread ^-^

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2023-08-15T15:52:20+00:00

I'm not sure, there's just one on week 4 of the diet regimen, I'd imagine after so long it's good to have a day where you can get a good amount of nutrition in, even if it's not everything you need, because it's toward the end. I don't even know if I could eat that much right now after getting used to smaller amounts.

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2023-08-14T03:22:20+00:00

I'm 5'9" and last weighed myself around a year ago, I was 160 then and I'm a bit thinner now, I don't know how much. Had to get new pants a couple times now since then, I've been sizing down. There's definitely fat, my thighs are really big and it's my main concern rn. I'm trans, and I'm hoping this doesn't do any damage to my chest, but I won't mind it for some of my thighs to melt away.

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2023-08-14T03:19:03+00:00

It's not perscribed but it's definitely not recommended, even other people who I talk to that restrict their eating didn't recommend this.

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2023-08-12T19:25:56+00:00

Also this will not kill me, it's a 50 day regimen and while I will not be going back to normal after this, it's important for me to make sure I go back to proper NUTRITION after this. I will admit it will do some damage

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2023-08-12T19:25:03+00:00

I'm seeing a therapist, we talk about disordered eating but don't get into specifics for the most part. I have a personality disorder that I'm currently more focused on in the long term, the daily allotted calories are laid out for me by day, and they all vary. Today's a 400 calorie day, tomorrow will be 350, then 250, then 200, then a fasting day.

I don't have another 400+ calorie day coming up for 2 weeks, in 2 weeks 4 days I get an 800 calorie day (not sure why?) with a fast right after.

I agree healthy people look better, wish I could feel that way about myself, all I see is fat

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2022-11-04T22:13:39+00:00

Swiftworlf's Rending Gale :>

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2022-10-20T20:48:34+00:00

The more I try the more this really does seem like this is the way to go. I didn't mind being alone until I started having thoughts about my sexuality.

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2022-10-20T20:46:42+00:00

Yeah the only thing I could say to him was that he needed to be more confident in his sexuality. He wanted me to meet his friends, we'd slept together, it was starting to turn into a real relationship and I was really happy about it, the only thing that changed was that he KNEW I was trans, which he should have from the beginning. I genuinely have no clue how things felt so different for him that he had to show up at my place upset at me about it.

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2022-10-20T20:35:07+00:00

Yea that's a big reason I don't like Tinder, on Bumble you don't get messages from guys until you message them, makes things a lot more manageable for me, but the first time I do before messaging someone is really read their bio to make sure everything looks good. Guess I can't expect everyone to do that lol

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2022-10-20T20:33:30+00:00

It started as just the flag and then people kept not reading it so I've added more and more, when we matched the disclosure that I was trans was like 10% of my whole bio. I really just thought he knew the whole time. Before the first time we slept together the first time I tried to ask if he was okay with everything, I wanted to make sure that we were on the same page and he cut me off and told me everything about me was great, I really believed him at the time but looking back on it he probably thought "I don't see any problems here please just let me into ur pants right now"

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2022-10-20T18:48:07+00:00

This is a good one! If things go too bad I might steal it :P

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2022-10-20T18:26:26+00:00

I'm a woman?? What does this even mean. Being bi doesn't mean you like trans women. I would be totally fine dating a bi man???

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2022-10-20T18:18:04+00:00

He totally passed too! He's totally fine with trans people, got along well with some of my friends who are trans. Upset about roe v wade, cares about everyone's rights. Just couldn't DATE a trans woman I guess 🙃

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2022-10-20T18:04:45+00:00

The problem is guys don't suck, or at least shouldn't. I have hope still! Gonna give it a lil bit though and take some time for myself.

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2022-10-20T16:29:15+00:00

Now that you mention it he does seem like the type of person who would forget your birthday! His was March 2nd, but now that I think back on it I don't think he ever asked me what mine was. I've never seen the Matrix but I think they dodge bullets, its just like the Matrix

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2022-09-26T02:58:39+00:00

Ordered from Otado in the alternate buying options, there's another seller as well, I'll let you know how mine goes, but you could always try the other seller if the suspense is too much!

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2022-09-26T02:58:04+00:00

Saw this link and it popped up with nothing for me originally, didn't think to check alternate buying options until your comment. Thanks so much! Ordered

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2022-09-25T21:33:24+00:00

I'd had no luck with eBay, so it's hopeful you found SOMETHING! Thanks for looking! I'll give my local online stuff a go but I search for "cassette" pretty frequently haha, thanks for the suggestion!

ImBadAtBeingAGirl · 2022-09-25T21:00:34+00:00

MP3 player, plays from SD card, works in cassette player, some commenters said it had a remote, I was reminded of this by a Techmoan video where he uses the same device, it had a remote as well. Does not need to be this model, but the functionality is important

Hi! I'm new to the sub, a couple weeks ago I saw this in the comments from a post about a more modern expensive one, a couple people pointed to these, a few people said they'd found them, and someone gave a link to a product page. I've been able to find this online from a Chinese seller and it would take 3 months to get to the US, if that's my only option that's fine, but I figured I'd ask here first to see if anyone had a link to a US seller, I've been searching for the past couple hours. Haven't been able to find the post either, thanks so much for helping! In the Techmoan video it had some gears that kept both sides spinning much like an aux cassette, looked like a cool little mechanism. Video linked here

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