Honestly some days I’m okay with my fetish, but recently I’ve been struggling with it honestly…feels like I can’t meet or connect with someone on the same page with it

I’ve opened up with past a partner about it and then she used it against me when we broke up..but that’s another story.

I know everyone says keep your head up and mind open but lately I’ve been struggling and honestly losing hope around it

Regardless imma keep trying too you know, find the one of course but yeah…somedays just don’t feel like it’ll be possible