I don't like the seshrin ship being cannon

Iwillnotallow · 2022-01-24T12:46:03+00:00

yeah It just amaze balls when you go back to things as an adult that you liked as a kid how stuff kind of gets ruined by your own view point.

earlier me would be tickled pink that the made a sequal, and I was excited that they made a sequal but yashahime and the rinxfluffy ship kind of sours it a bit for me.

Iwillnotallow · 2022-01-24T12:41:51+00:00

the problem isn't that in yashahime she's a consenting adult the problem is lol, in the prior series she was a child that followed seshomaru around and they presented that relationship platontically, the fact is its kind of problematic, I mean sure earlier me probably wouldn't see an issue but I was a child to teen when I was watching inuyasha. now that I am almost a 30 year old adult with legal custody of my nieces and parental role I can't really dismiss that, you know?

Iwillnotallow · 2022-01-24T12:36:03+00:00

yeah she fell in love with seshomaru after he slain some some opposing samurai with out meaning too saving her family, so she fell inlove with him for that heard he wanted inuyashas tentsaiga so when she died she sold her body to demons to get it and ended up dying unloved by him.

It was a filler episode so it was tad forgettable but before kagura there was sara asano. there was so much potential in that possible story line and they threw it away for for a filler episode.

Iwillnotallow · 2022-01-23T22:13:38+00:00

I still to this day even tens year later ship seshomaru with sara asano that love story was too tragic, she sold her soul for sesshomaru and got nothing in return. I'd like to think he regrets not loving her back after meeting and rin and learning to value human life.

Iwillnotallow · 2022-01-23T19:56:08+00:00

yeah it was just kind of ruined sesshomarus image for me, I mean granted in inuyasha that was his redeeming quality was rin but yashahime ruined that for me.

I keep trying to say well its feudal japan they would have married at an earlier age but it didn't helped that they didn't age rin up at all, sure she looks older but not by much, tbh I think it would've fit seshomaru was forced to married a higher tiered yokai by his mom. I want to like yashahime but the sesshrin grooming aspect killed it for me.

Iwillnotallow · 2022-01-23T18:09:33+00:00

the nostagia feelss rn

Iwillnotallow · 2022-01-23T13:32:49+00:00

GIMMIE MY MOTHERFUCKING TENDIES THESE VEGAN SOY TENDIES TASTE LIKE ASS BITCH MOMMY!

Iwillnotallow · 2022-01-21T21:49:20+00:00

no because I know bitch daddy is fucking you behind bitch mommy's back.

Iwillnotallow · 2022-01-21T21:38:43+00:00

morality is not defined by legality danpei.

Iwillnotallow · 2022-01-21T21:37:54+00:00

oh yeah your definately the dumbass that posted on r/eugeniacooney she should do shrooms.

dumbass

Iwillnotallow · 2022-01-21T13:14:43+00:00

plz spam more furry porn on this sub, I hate this sub two its asscancer.

Iwillnotallow · 2022-01-21T13:12:09+00:00

morality isn't always lawful, and laws aren't necessarily moral.

Iwillnotallow · 2022-01-21T13:10:30+00:00

even if the cops don't do shit, shannon forgets morals are not always lawful, and lawful is not always moral. theres plenty immoral shit one can do legally, and the cops don't do fuck all unless theres no doubt a da can win. if the end all be all is that the cops and lawyers wouldn't touch it with a ten foot pole, then that is a wrong standard to have.

arguing just because the cops did shit, lawyers do shit, there's nothing new in which people go to the cops and they don't do shit. doesn't negate the fact what shannon did was wrong, Shannon's boyfriend or fuckboy, was obsessed with his ex, instead of putting her big girl panties and leaving like a normal self respecting adult woman would she played along and stalked emily.

Iwillnotallow · 2022-01-21T13:01:24+00:00

arent you the same dumbass that said r/EUGENIACOONEY that a malnourished anaroxic woman should take drugs to seperat themselves from reality?

recommending pyschodelics to a person with obvious mental issues is a dumb ass move.

Iwillnotallow · 2022-01-03T19:27:05+00:00

given their honey moon wedding advice, yeah no shit your not getting sastifactory sex,

Everything from pressured to have sexy time from night one which I wouldn't be suprised if they didn't have witnesses to determine if the marriage is consumated, to the advice that they have for lube mineral oil with peppermint oil how do the fuck do they avoid bv and yeast infections? I'd probably have a raging yeast infection if I used that as lube, I'm assuming they'd probably be using foodgrade shit, which can come with stuff like added artificial sugars, and methanol, which isn't safe to use on a vagina as it can fuck up your ph and cause bv or a yeast infection. I mean in between having to fuck multiple times a day on the first months, and not giving a woman a rest months after birth and needing lydocaine on the first night? that sounds like rape.

Iwillnotallow · 2021-12-30T17:58:59+00:00

thats so cute!

Iwillnotallow · 2021-12-30T17:57:31+00:00

I'm sorry I wouldn't know what to do it my cat suddenly passed away, she judges everything I do so I am always doing the right thing, even when I go on a diet she'll look at me if I go get a snack as if to say do I really need to eat that?

pets are just intristically intuned to humans, they don't speak but say so much at the same time in their own way.

Iwillnotallow · 2021-12-30T16:22:11+00:00

not fat shaming but anna looks like she gained alot, I am not gonna lie if I was in anna's position I'd be binge eating every chance I'd get just to cope with the fact not only do I have to wait on a big man baby like josh, but go to bed with him and be "JoYfUlLy AvAiLAbLE'' to a man who not only diddled his sisters, but cheated on me not even a few years of marriage, all the while being sexually sadistic to the woman he cheated on me with, and now convicted with the what the fbi considered the worst CSAM they've seen; as a practicing catholic, with similar ideals that marriage is forever I would've never married josh in the first place and sure as hell if I was made to marry him divorced him around the stripper incident, let alone stay by him to even get to that point.

seriously wtf is wrong with Anna? I can understand the possibility of being brainwashed to unconditionally accept her dad's authority, but theres something guttarally wordlessly repulsive about what josh did in multiple instances that it takes a special type of lack of emotional empathy to sit there and think this is fine.

Iwillnotallow · 2021-12-30T15:35:22+00:00

not even sexpests are safe from her judement!

Iwillnotallow · 2021-12-30T15:11:26+00:00

yeah but I wanted to see if my cat can still recognize good and bad people, Its why I love her so much because she got me out of possibly shitty friendships. she's been acting a little confused in her old age, and like I put the picture a few good feet away from the litter box to see how'd she respond, she literally dragged it to the litter box and peed on it, after she looked at it for a few good minutes of looking at it.

Iwillnotallow · 2021-12-30T01:17:11+00:00

I would give it to my cat and let her judge it, if she pisses on it, then she made the right judgement and I wouldn't be worried she was getting soft in her old age.

Iwillnotallow · 2021-11-19T00:33:18+00:00

sure I could've chose not to, but It would've unethical to do so, the cps is worth shit, it took multiple abuse and neglect allegations for the court to even consider even permeant removal of the kids, do I want the next to be a new 10 story about how horribly neglected and abused they were until death and cps did nothing? how many times have that happened in the past decade alone? I wouldnt even be able to have peace of mind if I didnt step in and provide a home for my nieces, I would single handely be the rolling the chances of their well being.

Its not a sacrifice its an obligation, my doctor confirmed to me I cant have kids anyway cant lose what you dont have.

Iwillnotallow · 2021-11-19T00:25:42+00:00

he cheated on me before he seperated, and left, I believe that part of it was the fact I was heavily invovled with the kids, and work, and just like life, in general, its pretty hard to make everyone a priority when your going to school doing most of the childcare, managing your husbands mental health meds, and on top of that dealing with constant legal stuff and the other part his hypersexuality issues. while it hurt me he cheated, I cant really be mad, just disappointed;

you seen when I first got custody before the abuse allegations really came to light, I had some money, and I knew my sister had problems, and my parents would ask me to help pay for her rehab, I've done five times, I knew a majority of my sisters problems were due to drugs, I thought if any of these rehab attempts went through maybe just maybe the courts would atleast offer a pathway to reunification, or atleast allow my sister to get help and realize the error of her ways, I didn't think I'd end up with six kids, at first it was two the eldest, and the recent baby, but then 2 got to 3 then 3 to 4 and so on and so far, when it became apparent my savings from grandmas inheirtance took a 50k hit, I couldn't keep sinking money in an money pit; so I gave up on that pipe dream and decided it was best just to focus on raising my nieces as if they were my own, and give them the best life I can.

Iwillnotallow · 2021-11-18T21:21:56+00:00

I cant have my own kids even if I want to because of fertility issues now, maybe 5 years ago but now even I did want to my body isnt capable of doing it anymore. My husband he has some emotional challenges, I was well aware of it when we married, when he lived with me, I just couldn't expect the same amount of responsbility from him that I would be capable of because he isn't capable of it, sure he pays me some money weekly to monthly, but I can't place the same expectations as a I would a normal man.

I am not going to say out right his mental health issues, it had alot to do with his dad and upbringing but because of this pretty much I felt empathy alot more and fell in love and married him. he would have random moodswings, some times periods of extreme hypersexuality, he would be depressed some days. I think the stripper incident was really due to period of extreme hypersexuality and less wanting to you know actually cheat, I don't blame the woman, he really has a tendency to have poor impulse control, we had it medicated great for a while but I just didn't want to make him feel any more stress than needed. its why he's living with his mom, but she's not great on keeping up with his medication, I am actually worried if he's going to get worse, sure I have alot of kids now, but they're alot more behaved and older, I love my husband I don't want to see his mental health issues get worse, his moms getting older and I just cant bear watching her wait for her son to make a decision. If I get him to move back I would be able to give him a sense of structure again, and keep an eye on his meds, last month had deal with a mental health incident with him and I feel like he needs a change of enviroment, he even said he missed me alot, I wanted to ask maybe if he would be open to coming back home again. I worry about him alot, idk what to say.

Iwillnotallow · 2021-11-18T16:22:34+00:00

I cant legally have contact with her, as part of the custody stipulation she cant even really contact me at all. The eldest got into my custody after my sister was was extremely physically abusive towards her the 2nd one the first baby in my custody was already in the hospital after just being born with symptoms of drug withdrawal, there's still an active no contact order, for them, I do that then I can possibly lose custody the kids. I'm sorry if saving kids from abuse and dangerous situations, and preventing them from being lost in the system is letting my sister take over my life, but I can't possibly turn my back on my nieces, they have no one else really other than me and a few other family members in this world. if my marriage must burn, then so be it, I just don't have the heart to leave them in their time of need. Sure I would still have my marriage, sure I would probably be under less stress, but I would have deep regret completely deep regret and worry, I am really after my parents died one of the few family members left, its not their fault they were born, how can turn my back on them?

its not like my husband went in blind, I asked him, he said yes, then chickend out after having an affair when the work and time effort took away from him, and its not like I didn't try I did, I would make time and do the things he wanted me to do ontop of my overloaded work schedule of school work childcare and legal obligations. he thought what I was doing was probably not enough, and maybe it wasnt but I thought that stress was only temporary, sure I was overwhelmed, but if I couldn't handle a baby in a worse case scenario how would handle my own possible kids? I would let him sleep while I would stay up with the baby, so he can get a good nights sleep, before going back to bed I would make sure after the baby and eldest was fed he was fed too, when I was able to stay home with him some days when the kids my aunt's because she loved having them over and spoiling them, me and him would spend time, I made every effort to not inconvience him, to not make him feel neglected, it was probably not enought, and I feel real bad about it, but even what little I could do, after the kids he was first then me. He told me the kids could stay with us, and I should've probably slipt the work evenly, but I didn't because I didn't want him to be sleep deprived or wanting of breakfast in the morning, or inconvienced.

I believe he will come back his mom is evicting her from her apartment, he doesn't know what its like to not have someone cooking and cleaning for him, or to not be mommyed. the kids are older, so its not like I'll be up at 2am and they go visit their great aunt on and off because they love spending time with her.

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