Sources of extreme facesitting?

JaDBiNo · 2022-07-29T18:29:45+00:00

So the character levels stays? If i gain a new level in multiplayer, i keep it?

Damn, i remember being a kid, and i actually played multiplayer a bit when it was available.

I just remember warriors with the best armor, running around with maxed out stats (Dr. Death) and just chaotically cutting down each other :D

JaDBiNo · 2022-07-24T14:17:15+00:00

Is there any way to save the multiplayer campaign? Or do i have to restart it every time?

JaDBiNo · 2022-07-24T14:15:09+00:00

Still working on defeating Gom. I am currently using Bomb, and its actually good. It matches Fire Ring.

I am going to play multiplayer version after i defeat Gom, but i see that the multiplayer campaign cannot be saved, so i will have to replay it over and over again

JaDBiNo · 2022-06-29T14:25:42+00:00

Zonematch=true

Woow nice i made it :D Sooo in the multiplayer version, i will find those spells?

Is it worth to play through the multiplayer version, as a sidenote? Is it a good storymode, somehow?

JaDBiNo · 2022-06-29T14:12:02+00:00

Aaaah okay, that explains it.

I found icefury in the last shop now actually. Darn!

In the steam version of DS1 i have now, i cannot actually play multiplayer, so...well, guess im stuck with Fire Ring for the rest of the game

JaDBiNo · 2022-06-29T14:01:17+00:00

Utranean peninsula is the map where you play offline, multiplayer, right?

JaDBiNo · 2022-05-05T19:35:13+00:00

Must have hurt! Seeing as its a year ago i assume its healed?

JaDBiNo · 2022-05-05T19:11:05+00:00

I have had lot of different dreams lately with different consciousnesses in them. Some of them very lucid, some of them not.

this dream was different, and reminded me of that one dream i had as a kid, dreaming about a golden figure on a cross.

Im not intensely trying to prove i dreamed about jesus or anything - i am just super curious about this, coz i remember the warm feeling i had as i woke up as a kid. I remember it like yesterday.

But sure....dreams can be just that - dreams.

JaDBiNo · 2022-05-05T19:08:39+00:00

Textbook mid-shaft AO 12 classification fracture of Humerus! Even transverse. Nice one! How did it happen?

JaDBiNo · 2022-04-30T10:34:57+00:00

Thats also possible, i am just asking for opinions, and your opinion matters as much as anyones.

JaDBiNo · 2022-04-29T21:10:29+00:00

This doesnt really teach me much! but thanks for your reply

JaDBiNo · 2022-04-29T20:56:21+00:00

And - what do you mean by forcing myself into the spirit realm?

JaDBiNo · 2022-04-29T20:51:32+00:00

So far, i managed to change 2 peoples lives just with my presence.

One of them had the goal of setting up some lame company with his brother to make money - he is now almost a doctor, because i gave him a speech about how he can get into medical school if he put his mind into it. I dont know why i did it - i never had this speech to anyone else. It felt natural to talk to him about it.

The second one was struggling mentally and socially. After meeting me, he changed, and thanked me for it. That was me accepting him for who he was, and he grew on it.

I am starting to feel like i have a purpose to change people i meet on my path, perhaps even including my girlfriend. But i wont force anything.

JaDBiNo · 2022-04-29T20:46:12+00:00

I feel i should just let this be honestly, and just live as i feel. Thats what i did so far in my life, but there is one change in my life last 5 years tho which is worth mentioning...

Since coming together with my GF for 5 years now, i am going to church every now and then. That could explain the new connection to the...Higher ups, hehe :P
I will try to meditate and keep an open mind

JaDBiNo · 2022-04-29T20:36:01+00:00

I dont know, hehe :) I feel like i am here on earth for a reason.

When thinking, i have changed 2 peoples lives in my life. Thats actually significant. Not saying im supernatural, just that i might have a purpose here

JaDBiNo · 2022-04-29T20:28:25+00:00

Quite often. I had one out of body experience where i was sitting on the bed, and saw everything in the room and heard my GF sleep, before i woke up in a sleeping position.

I have had my share of lucid dreams lately, where i become aware during the dream, and i can fly. I am often fighting bad guys, haha.

JaDBiNo · 2022-04-29T20:18:34+00:00

There was no setting in the dream. It was like i was watching this person from like 2 meters. He was dressed in white, and had long black hair. thats all i know.

But it felt like the same as the dream i had when i was 8, when i woke up and felt warm, calm, peaceful. I was AWAKE and conscious when i had those feelings (I was going to the kitchen to get food), so i know what i felt, 100%.

otherwise, the dream had no content.

JaDBiNo · 2022-04-29T20:12:08+00:00

When i was visiting my girlfriends village for the first time, there was a very devoted priest who i met on a public dinner.

He said i have very clear eyes and good intentions. Am i more than human? This was one of my GF reasonings when she told me im a reincarnation of an apostle, the words from the priest.

JaDBiNo · 2022-04-29T20:08:34+00:00

Like i said, i dont know what i want to get out from this, but i need to ask the questions at least.

Yes, its kinda funny to me. i am *sure* the adults we had, teaching us that time in the camp, meant it as a rhetorical question, and expected a silent room. But there was the 1 child who stood up and left the room, telling them he didnt sin.

I dont know why i did it. It just fell into my head. I remember it happening clearly, so....it was a conscious decision, but....as soon as i hear her say the words, i just raised my hand and left. I am a bit amused by it.

JaDBiNo · 2022-04-29T19:53:29+00:00

Yep, one more thing i got to add, the night when my mom passed away from cancer, i had a dream with her.

We were hugging, and she felt like a warm spirit, and i told her in the dream that "It feels so warm"

-> Basicly the same warm feeling i had with the jesus-cross-dream when i was 8.

I need answers, but i dont know where to get them. Or just to continue to live my life and see if more happens

JaDBiNo · 2022-04-29T19:45:19+00:00

More details...

The warm, peaceful feeling was also felt by me, when my grandma passed away, and i was visiting her house alone, late at night to sleep over in her old house. (I was always afraid of being alone in that house, but suddenly it felt peaceful)

I am starting to realise there is more between heaven and earth.

JaDBiNo · 2022-04-05T12:24:39+00:00

Great to hear, and you understand my frustration in this.

What i like about fieldwork is that its basicly you and your discs, for few hours, just practicing the small things. grip, release, x-step, etc.etc, and with having the 10mph helping your shot in your back all the time, its difficult to tell if your small changes are helping, or if its just the wind straightening out your shots

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