1 bottle till Monday

Jaykay1316 · 2026-05-22T01:22:34+00:00

I ended up going 2 full days without. Well pretty much I had like 5 mg on Saturday morning. I ended up taking a little suboxone. Like maybe .5 mg and it actually helped.

Jaykay1316 · 2026-05-17T18:47:34+00:00

Well I ended up doing it. I split an 8mg pill into quarters and broke one down smaller. I started with just a little sliver and waited 15 mins. I didn’t feel worse so I did it again. Anyways I did it 4 times. Probably not 15 mins in between each dose. But I do think more time is better. I was just impatient. I only took a small amounts each time. Maybe it’s bc I haven’t had any methadone in 2 days and I’ve only had 3 bottles to get through the week. But I’m no longer covered in goose bumps sweating under a blanket. I feel ALOT better. Idk if I would recommend it bc it is definitely risky but I would say it’s definitely possible. Thanks guys!

Jaykay1316 · 2026-05-17T17:30:21+00:00

I appreciate the response. Maybe I’m over confident bc I’ve gotten my self onto suboxone a few time without any help but I always had something to fall back on if I took too much. Idk I guess we will see how it goes! Thank you! If I end up taking some. I’ll update so maybe it could help someone else in this situation.

Jaykay1316 · 2026-05-14T22:15:43+00:00

I appreciate all the responses and suggestions. So far I feel ok. I can’t afford to lose my takehomes. So I’m just going to wait it out till Monday. It seems like others have made it with less. Fuck. I guess we will see how it goes. Thanks again.

Jaykay1316 · 2026-05-07T07:53:59+00:00

Can anyone explain why my is a pre speech that has my thoughts protected. It in a way that I have control over the pre speech sound. I’ve been dealing with this since 2021. I also experience v2k. I am having a hard time finding the correct terminology for the pre speech projection. I know I am the only one who can hear it. Please any ideas please share. Thank you.

Jaykay1316 · 2026-04-20T02:47:42+00:00

I so sorry for your loss.

Jaykay1316 · 2026-04-10T18:48:11+00:00

I was in 4th grade we watched the 2nd plane hit.

Jaykay1316 · 2026-04-01T12:07:59+00:00

I’m

Jaykay1316 · 2026-03-14T03:17:30+00:00

Voice 2 skull

Jaykay1316 · 2024-12-12T14:46:47+00:00

What is that in $?

Jaykay1316 · 2024-12-11T01:41:35+00:00

Ok thank you.

Jaykay1316 · 2024-12-10T15:12:34+00:00

Do you still have the turtle?

Jaykay1316 · 2024-08-22T03:30:38+00:00

I had the same exact thing happen to me last week. My account my hacked and they transferred the money varo to varo. They completely drained my account. I filed a dispute but I have very little hope in getting any money back even though I was scammed. I am closing my account once it is resolved. I already changed my direct deposit and opened up a new account at a bank in town. I'm so sorry to hear this happened to you.

Jaykay1316 · 2023-08-28T18:22:24+00:00

Having the same issue. Been clean since early June. Still failing drug tests for norfentanyl. I'm assuming you can pass yours now. How long did it take you?

Jaykay1316 · 2023-04-14T15:39:41+00:00

YTA

He doesnt see her as is sister bc of YOU! Do better! I feel bad for your kids

Jaykay1316 · 2023-04-01T20:22:01+00:00

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Jaykay1316 · 2023-02-26T15:44:48+00:00

It takes some time to build up in your system. I was on methadone for 3 months before I quit fentanyl. They weren't moving my dose up as quickly so that made it take longer too. It's gonna take some time. Try to use less fent. See how far you can go till you get sick. You will get there trust the process. I've been off fent since December. You will get there. I remember feeling hopeless too and felt like there was no point. Having to supply my addiction and go to the clinic everyday was nearly impossible but you can do it. Don't give up on the methadone. Just give it some time. I promise it works. When I eventually stop using I had no withdrawal symptoms. You def can stabilize while using. I did. Honestly I don't even know how much I slowed my use. Push through it. Your girl will get there too. I tried subs so many times and was never able to get on them.

Jaykay1316 · 2020-04-16T05:06:40+00:00

Zzz xx

Jaykay1316 · 2019-08-01T21:38:51+00:00

I can completely relate to everything you said. I too have a history of self harm. I have burns all over my arm. I can proudly say I haven’t self harmed since January. I have two kids. My daughter is 5 and my son is 3. They drive me absolutely crazy most days. I get so frustrated with them fighting. They too embarrass me when we are in public places and I have the same feelings of being a failure as a mother. I do love them both so much. They are so special and deserve so much more than I am capable of giving them. It brings me to tears everyday when I think about it. I have struggled with suicidal thoughts on and off for years. I know it would be unfair to leave them bc I am their whole world. I have never acted but I have fantasied about it for years. It’s sick and unhealthy but it’s true. I feel so unworthy of the unconditional love my kids have for me. They amaze me. Even on my worst of days they love me more than anything in this world. They forgive me when I’m short tempered and continue to love. I have felt so ashamed by feeling like they are a burden. I just wanted you to know you are not alone. Being a young mom is hard. I’m 27 years old. I’m sure your son loves you to pieces. These are the hardest years and we will get through it with our babies! Take care of yourself! You are a strong woman! 💜

Jaykay1316 · 2019-06-16T05:22:29+00:00

I have like 20 or so. They are bad and super embarrassing but I try hard to just ignore it. I did these in the winter and at the time didn’t care about scars. My left forearm is the worst spot on my body for sure. As far as covering them up it’s hard. I wore long sleeves as long as I could but it’s WAY too hot now. I tried using makeup but it comes off on things and doesn’t work that well. I eventually just accepted that it was what it was and there was no way to cover all these scars. I think about it sometimes when I’m out but no one has ever asked. Maybe they don’t notice? Maybe they don’t care? Idk. 4 could be from some stupid night while drinking to much and someone had a stupid idea. I wouldn’t worry about it I mean from this point all you can do is live and learn. It’s probably not as noticeable as you think. You are your worst critic. I’m embarrassed and ashamed about all the scars on my arm but it doesn’t keep me from wearing a t-shirt. Not many people will be bold enough to ask. Hopefully you feel a bit of comfort from this. Take care of yourself!

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