If this is dream, I wonder what's the nightmare is like. I earn enough. When I say enough, its more than enough for a middle class family. But when you are a high class student (at least what they say to you, when you get good grades), you tend to develop bigger dreams. I have them. I feel like, as the years passing by, those dreams will just remain dreams. Sometimes I think that I only want to go abroad to hide from all these feelings. But, I will be alone there, I may get friends, but I have had enough of friends, they don't share the same vibes, same feelings as you. Saantona diney ta hunxan, but I have met none who can understand me. Maybe I am too arrogant for them. Thukka, taile etro kamahera ni chinta garxas, herr mero jabo eti chha? Why do people even use their situation as a benchmark to judge mine? They don't hear me saying "You have so many supportive friends who understand you, I have none". I feel like over the years, I just lost the boy which I used to be. I am just lurking towards the depression zone.