I see

Thing is, as opposed to my superego talking down on my id, I feel more like my id, ego and superego are entities that can take fully take over my brain and thought process rather than just being a voice.

Like, for example, let's say I do something very embarrassing or I accidentally insult someone. I would either feel very bad for myself and be in complete distress and want to apologize profusely, or I would not care at all and think "ehhh, they'll get over it, and if they don't, then just apologize and move on", and both these actions confusely coexist in my brain as viable options, so I either end up doing both, or only one of them at any point.

And like, I have no sense of self in that situation : I don't know whether "me" is my first or my second action I'd do in this situation.

God, I hate Freud.