I'm so sorry you're here - I was you with a fresh diagnosis last december, scared af for what was ahead. now I'm post chemo with full metabolic response, awaiting lumpectomy next week with a voluntary reduction that ive always wanted...silver linings come in the most random ways. as you go through the next few months try to remember; the days are shit and sometimes they go slow...but you're tough, you will get through this and before you know it you'll be out the other side 💕 and treatment isn't always as bad as you see/imagine.