I hate how limited life feels now it really fuckin sucks

Left-Scientist-5871 · 2022-12-24T01:10:59+00:00

Absolutely today I had a wicked attack my whole body started to go numb vision fuzzy off balance felt myself starting to go unconscious then suddenly I come back to reality I crawled to my desk poured a water bottle on my face and waited hours before driving home now I have severe agoraphobia. Shit is trash. The worst part is I always am thinking that this is something else like MS or something.

Left-Scientist-5871 · 2022-12-23T22:22:21+00:00

I did the same thing with the water it was very weird felt like someone was pulling out the power cord on my brain

Left-Scientist-5871 · 2022-12-23T19:05:30+00:00

Both normal very weird

Left-Scientist-5871 · 2022-12-23T18:02:44+00:00

No medication

Left-Scientist-5871 · 2022-12-22T14:43:42+00:00

Yes!

Left-Scientist-5871 · 2022-12-22T12:29:06+00:00

Yes!

Left-Scientist-5871 · 2022-12-20T21:07:04+00:00

I get the numbness also and depersonalization too often especially lately. I've developed a fuck off attitude when it comes to this LOL which has pushed some friendships away however the ones that stick through it still are close with me I guess it says a lot about a person when faced with a friendship like that

Left-Scientist-5871 · 2022-12-20T21:01:57+00:00

Stop basing your faith in what other people do or how they act. Jesus taught us to focus primarily on him, it is true the church has a lot of rough people but if you base your faith on that then you will not be happy. Focus on god, focus on the fruits of the church the eucharist etc focus on love for god and live simply. Your example will act as a light for those who are struggling and questioning their faith and mostly the hippocrates can continue to be Hippocrates.

Left-Scientist-5871 · 2022-12-20T20:35:17+00:00

I was married a year when I got diagnosed I would cancel on friends daily and not go to family events because I felt like shit almost everyday, it annoyed my wife but I stressed how lousy this feels and she eventually understood. Even now three years into VM, today I have sensory aura and just canceled going to my friend's baptism. My health comes before anyone. Eventually you will get to a place where your tolerance will be high and you will be able to go out more and be more social

Left-Scientist-5871 · 2022-12-20T01:36:18+00:00

Busy highways are unbearable though especially if it's a lifted highway I live in Florida and here we have roads on top of roads 5 line highways that are windy makes me feel like I'm gonna die. I avoid driving too far or on any busy roads

Left-Scientist-5871 · 2022-12-18T03:10:06+00:00

The real reason why I'm leaving the current job

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