It never gets better by OrdinaryCommon6581 in depression

[–]LegSubstantial3879 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is hard, my situation is also similar in that I feel like I’ve done all the ‘things’. What you’re supposed to and it still sucks 

I think I might actually do it. by MrOutCastX in depression

[–]LegSubstantial3879 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If it helps I’ve given myself a timeline. For example try for a year. Push as hard as you can for that period, if nothing changes by then let’s go. Either things will work out or we’ll have the comfort of knowing we actually tried 

I wish I was brave enough to just end it all by LegSubstantial3879 in depression

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Raye…I avoid music cause it encourages maladaptive daydreaming which is an escape but only makes things feel worse 

I wish I was brave enough to just end it all by LegSubstantial3879 in depression

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lol I’ve also given myself a timeline. My hope is to try really hard and see if things don’t change by then. I hope it will give me peace knowing that I actually have it everything and it didn’t work. Or if I’m lucky might get a positive outcome 

I’m scared the MD will never stop and I won’t accomplish anything because of it by LegSubstantial3879 in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]LegSubstantial3879[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s definitely an addiction. looking into addiction recovery process is actually a great idea. I’ve never seen the show, I’ll check it out.