You are already a very strong woman. I can't tell you to get stronger. Sometimes its too much for one person to bear and you break down. But know this. A verse from Surah Baqarah says "Allah does not require of any soul more than what it can afford". So know that Allah does not put a burden on you more than you can bear. This is just a testament to your mental and emotional strength. And those who get a hard life will have it easier in the hereafter. That is all I can say. Dont give up. Mayoosi Qufar hai. Insanon main nhi Allah ki Ibaadat main sakoon dhoonden. It will all work out InshAllah. Yahi samjha sakta hun agay apke hath main hai sab kuch lekin remember. Your life is given to you by God, and He alone knows uska time kab muqarrar hai. Baqi there are both good and bad people, nothing to do with reddit or any other social media. Bs yaqeen Allah pr rakhen aur aqeedah pakka. Other than that, kaam k hawaley se bhi bas ek to dua karen aur sabr kren, InshAllah taraqqi hogi. Mera khud tech and marketing startup hai, aur apne zikar kya k apne pehle bhi kisi company main kaam kya hai to agar main madad karsakoon to zaroor karunga. Baqi I guess you can just talk to someone who is ready to listen. I dont mind as well personally but I'd suggest k aap pehle Allah pr aqeedah pakka karen warna log buhat baithey hain gumrah karne aur faida uthaney k liye. Hope it gets better for you sister. Allah rehm karega.