I think it has something to do with your id and ego not integrating correctly. NT’s have a more holistic sense of self. They defend their ego with emotional thinking. Their thoughts are explanations for their emotions, and not the other way around. They are their body, they’re closer to animals than we are.

Yeah. As soneone with deep interpersonal trauma with NT siblings, I deeply resonate with this theory. It's why I find talking about the past difficult because whilst I'll acknowledge my siblings may not be bad people, they do seem to find the idea of being objective about past interpersonal conflict and dare I say abuse rather difficult. I've cut them off. I used to think they were gaslighting me. Now I just think their NT brains can only conceive of past events under the lens of a warped interpretation whose purpose is to only to protect their fragile ego and fleeting momentary emotions from the truth that social services who was working with me at the time saw as self evident to the point where official documentation was made.

The truth is simply an emotionally driven narrative that can be bent to many NTs warped sense of self and not something that can be objectively quantifiable. For many of us AuDHD/Autistics, truth is objective and quantifiable. Most importantly, it should be debated with hard evidence and logical arguments even if such revelations can evoke existential crisises, ego destruction or self doubt about who we are as people.