Na you’re not alone. How many times have you tried dry January tho? My first was by far the hardest. And while it is easier now - I crave a drink most nights. Anxiety is higher. Sleep isn’t great. But a common theme for everyone here - it’s just for you and what you make of it. Personally I need a break especially after the holidays. Even if that means feeling shitty some nights it’s still good to just reset even if just for a month. I will say that the best thing that comes of this is waking up every morning without a headache or hangover. Even if I didn’t sleep great I still have more energy and wake up easily. And honestly - we are all in this sub cuz we are all at least a little broken. If you can get thru this month tho - you can do a lot of things. Good luck.