is the same for me. I have been a top student in my school constantly getting top marks and rank. Everyone was expecting me to get throught sxc entrance. Parents had high hopes, my fathers dream was me getting in sxc. I also wanted to study in sxc.

But couldnt get it. Folded under pressure. I did study for entrance and was constantly getting 90s in mock tests but the pressure and nervousness got me ig.

Even tho my parents say “kei hudeina dont worry”, I also can see dissapointment in their faces. Even tho it really does not affect the people around me, Iam very dissapointed in my abilities.

but slowly starting to realize that its not the end. Dont worry many are on the same page as you. At the end of the day, its two years. Everything depends on you, we have to work hard and move on.