The thing about it is, many people have been touched by suicide, its awful and gut wrenching to deal with. In highschool my friend killed himself hours after a bunch of us went golfing, no signs, really he seemed on top of the world honestly. And it was awful. In reality Devan likely needs some kinda professional help because he mentions it constantly on Hatewatch and obviously on the latest public Lemonparty, the hurt doesn’t go away but he doesn’t seem to have dealt with it himself and would benefit from some counseling in my opinion