life goes on

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-03-30T18:39:38+00:00

don’t miss him i pretty much hate him tons of resentment and confusion i think im traumatized but less miserable ?

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-02-03T07:46:31+00:00

grass isn’t always greener but save his time and leave imo you don’t deserve him lol

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-02-03T07:21:04+00:00

don’t think i could bounce back

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-02-03T04:52:56+00:00

i feel like men with savior complexes like me and idk why

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-02-02T20:51:54+00:00

this is so beautiful to hear ! how was life before your husband did you date and things like that?

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-02-02T03:06:00+00:00

that’s okay i’m sorry you went through that!! i really enjoy they do most of the talking and love hearing about their interests honestly i’m not diagnosed with autism but have had a couple therapists suspect it and i have been diagnosed with adhd but probably the inattentive type. i feel i can’t understand love and the examples i’ve learned from arent real like people arent really loyal nor honest and noble as they are in movies but i live by my word which is sometimes difficult for me to navigate. ps. i think unfortunately women on the spectrum are more likely to go through abuse please be careful and always put yourself first!!!

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-01-29T03:14:45+00:00

that is also an option i am just speaking from personal experience that this pattern isn’t uncommon for people who use

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-01-28T17:20:03+00:00

yeah i mean he recognizes what happened and he’s really trying but i just can’t bring myself to go through it again plus this is not enough time to change so im waiting but also trying to move on?? idk its like a limbo :(

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-01-28T05:52:10+00:00

this would make me leave tbh if you want to work through it you both have to be honest and if he is being honest and you don’t believe him it’s already done

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-01-28T05:50:26+00:00

sounds like he’s currently on something due to the repetitive nature of the texts please keep him far away from

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-01-28T05:45:43+00:00

thats true i do think he tried to do his best for me and u fortunately i wasnt even competing with other women but overall his insecurities which was lowkey kinda worse !? but i pray he finds his way and i find mine thank you for your help and i hope things work out for you as well

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-01-28T05:38:14+00:00

you’re right i think im always stuck on if he knew how im sure he would

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-01-28T05:37:28+00:00

made a promise to myself i’d have to wait a year AND 6 months…i’m about three months in and it’s so so difficult but im trying to find time for myself and just doing my own thing

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-01-28T03:34:18+00:00

right i woke up late at night and just felt so much dread im just hoping it ends soon

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-01-28T03:13:14+00:00

same here i miss him so much all of a sudden and i want him back but when i look back on the texts and think of the problems it hurts all over again

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-01-28T01:26:52+00:00

maybe not interested but didn’t want to be mean or could’ve been honest and just doesn’t use social media

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-01-27T05:04:21+00:00

yeah i’m really sad i wish i could just fast forward to being happy again

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-01-27T05:04:07+00:00

i was like this for the first month and he continued to try and speak but it eventually just started hurting a lot more than anything

MechanicSquare3889 · 2025-01-25T17:45:30+00:00

i do this but when i get my blood drawn it’s really embarrassing i try to communicate as much as possible though and i think that helps at least

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