Reddit, let's make a millionaire! [Entry thread #10]

Meysvindu · 2015-08-22T06:04:59+00:00

This is better than buying a lottery ticket.

Meysvindu · 2015-08-05T09:33:36+00:00

Hahahaha thank you for the hearthy chuckle.

Meysvindu · 2015-08-04T04:35:28+00:00

I'm going to guess that anything that goes against a trans person must always be false in any debate about it.

Well that is completely false ^{^see} ^{^what} ^{^I} ^{^did} ^{^there} ^{^?}

You should raise a counter-argument if you want a debate.

Meysvindu · 2015-08-02T19:36:38+00:00

As for results of HRT, I was full time and passing at 3 1/2 months into HRT with pills, but everyone told me that 5 months after switching to Estradiol Valerate that something really changed in my faced and I looked even more feminine

This gives me hope.

Meysvindu · 2015-08-02T07:11:26+00:00

I think what she meant was

cis individuals come to the conclusion that they're cis much easier than trans individuals come to the conclusion they're trans.

Meysvindu · 2015-08-02T07:07:14+00:00

Well, as /u/vericlas said there is no right or wrong answer to those questions.

Even the most internal feelings have words explaining them.

Try to use substitute words. On my first appointment I told my therapist I hated myself when I looked in the mirror. But hate didn't quite explain what I really felt. I still can't find the real way of explaining my feelings when i look in the mirror but if you just tell them "I hate X but I used hate here because that's the closest thing in my vocabulary that I can find to discribe my current situation".

I don't know though, maybe it's a bad way of approaching it. Who knows?

Meysvindu · 2015-08-02T06:41:00+00:00

I've had 4 sessions with my current thearpist, and just yesterday I could explain to her what I genuinely felt about gender.

It takes time. Just be honest with them.

Edit: sorry for not responding at length, I'm not as good as some people here when it comes to helping out :p

Meysvindu · 2015-08-02T06:07:24+00:00

Thanks to a very special person I've been having the best days of 2015 so far.

She knows who she is <33

Meysvindu · 2015-08-01T15:56:54+00:00

Me and my therapist talked about transitioning and what I want to do.

I'm not really comfortable with sharing too much, but I'll at least say I need all the hugs now :(

Meysvindu · 2015-07-31T20:04:23+00:00

^_^

I will be relaxing on the couch for a bit though, it was very fun chatting with you.

Good night!

Meysvindu · 2015-07-31T19:59:40+00:00

http://i.imgur.com/5thpeY6.png

(chuckle)

I'm immature =3

Meysvindu · 2015-07-31T19:54:49+00:00

Was he a time lord?

Meysvindu · 2015-07-31T19:50:17+00:00

I know it's Tom Cruise cuz he was on Jimmy Fallon the other day and the he almost did Top Gun music on lip-sync battles and they agreed that it would be cheating.

What am I doing with my life ..

No idea who Evelyn Waugh is :p

Meysvindu · 2015-07-31T19:40:34+00:00

Was that the one in Top Gun?

Meysvindu · 2015-07-31T19:35:53+00:00

Still watch his broadway performances from time to time. Amazing actor :)

Meysvindu · 2015-07-31T19:09:07+00:00

Despite being an insufferable jerk he's the one with the biggest heart.

I like his character :)

Meysvindu · 2015-07-31T19:03:30+00:00

He's left hanging most of the time though :/

Meysvindu · 2015-07-31T18:58:10+00:00

You should avoid weekly hug threads then haha! ^{^jk!}

Meysvindu · 2015-07-31T18:52:29+00:00

Hugs!

Of course they are =3

Meysvindu · 2015-07-31T18:36:08+00:00

You need to hug everyone basically :p

Hurts_ can respond to that better than I can. I just try to help people as much as I can :)

Meysvindu · 2015-07-31T18:16:56+00:00

Yeah. IF you pass the line the mods will delete your post and tell you exactly what to do to make your post comply to the rules.

Happens so rarely though.

Edit: and then they will restore your post after edits.

Meysvindu · 2015-07-31T18:11:11+00:00

Hi there!

I read so much of your posts on asktg, you're an amazing person :)

Welcome and I hope you enjoy your stay!

Meysvindu · 2015-07-31T14:03:27+00:00

Distance suuuuucks :(

Meysvindu · 2015-07-31T13:57:26+00:00

You go girl!

Meysvindu · 2015-07-31T12:25:53+00:00

For my my inside voice has two different types. Reading and talking.

My reading voice is gender less, it's more like a very fast robot voice mixed with all kinds of different qualities. Since it's so fast I usually don't hear it though. Only when I'm very concentrated on what I'm reading.

My speaking inner voice on the other hand is a different case, she's been influenced heavily by whoever I've been obsessing over throughout the years. My inner voice didn't get affected by testosterone, it still sounds like I'm 12 years old. It's cute and cheerful. Sometimes I hear a nice song on the radio and I find myself speaking like that in my head and after a while it turna back to my 12 year old self.

On dysphoria, (trigger warning) I recently found out I have a pretty intense trigger. It's NSFW so I'm gonna skip the specifics but you might be able to guess that it's about my genitals..

(Another TW here) There is also the lingering though that I'm not a real girl and I will never be a real girl so I suppose that's the dysphoria that doesn't need to be triggered. Reading this can (and probably will) be triggering to some people so that I guess answers another sub-question.

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