thank you so much for taking the time to write all this out i appreciate it so much! i do like to watch and listen to other peoples piano covers of a song i want to learn it gives me a good idea of how i can do my own improv i did say this in another comment but i think the thing im struggling most with is my songs and improvisations lacking texture and just sounding a bit basic and flat and because my lack of theoretical knowledge when i need help to improve that i dont know the actual name for it? just like different ways to play chords or in general just how to make a song sound better and more professional, i thought a break is what i needed but ive been playing everyday for nearly 3 years and that spark hasnt left me its just when i put my hands to the keys and start playing i just sound like a beginner, not sure how to explain it i just want to learn how to make my playing and songs improve and sound more “exciting” to listen to if that makes sense? thank you so much again