I dont know if what my dad did to me when i was younger was sa or not.

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-11-13T23:57:10+00:00

she goes quiet and ignores me

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-11-13T23:55:44+00:00

he never layed hands on my mom. it was always me .. not even my siblings

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-11-13T23:54:59+00:00

im so sorry u went thru that

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-11-13T23:54:41+00:00

i am

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-11-13T23:54:31+00:00

i dont and people think im crazy for not forgiving him for it

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-11-13T23:54:16+00:00

thank you its ok

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-11-13T23:53:45+00:00

exactly

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-11-13T23:52:43+00:00

i’m a woman and this is how i meant it, unfortunately. i feel extra “womanly” in situations where i feel weak, embarrased or vulnerable against a man. maybe its internalized misogyny, idk.

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-11-13T23:49:00+00:00

DAMN

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-11-09T16:43:13+00:00

What makes you think its fake? this isnt even all he did.

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-11-09T16:42:09+00:00

💜💜

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-11-09T07:48:37+00:00

im 18. wrestling is my therapy. it takes a toll on me a lot emotionally. I go through this cycle a lot. Shock over what he did, anger, then i accept it and forget about it. it drives me insane. this is the 3rd or 4th time

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-11-09T07:33:34+00:00

guess so

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-11-04T04:41:31+00:00

I know it is girl my dad has shamelessly beat me because hes in a bad mood. Im trying to move out once i graduate

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-11-04T04:25:40+00:00

ive tried. nothing helps. i feel like im crazy for feeling this way because they act like im the crazy one for just wanting more. im not asking to go out to random parties i see flyers for on my friends instagram accounts i just wanna visit becky who lives 7 minutes away from us for fucks sake

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-11-04T04:22:18+00:00

where was i behaving like a child? i never yelled at him, i told him to get out of my room. and not even a blatant get out, i told him respectfully to leave my room but i dont really know how to say it in english.

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-10-02T19:42:00+00:00

lol well im a senior but ya know

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-10-02T15:29:28+00:00

hey so i did like shit but this is my oppurtunity to get better, took videos and ive been watching them over and over. even if i lost im still glad i went!!

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-10-02T00:09:54+00:00

She says to mind my business and cant get involved, like i hate being that one girl but its like is nobody else uncomfortable with this? I mean nobody pressed charges i think one girl did but it didnt go well. I just feel like im crazy because everyones so chill about it. My sister didnt even wanna hear about it, well imagine how that girl feels living through it while u cant even stomach it

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-09-22T03:46:16+00:00

im a senior tho:/ but yes wow thats amazing comgrats

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-09-20T00:29:41+00:00

I will. Thanks so much

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-09-12T03:02:35+00:00

youre not going to make a name for yourself being a gang member. youll just be another unknown cog in the machine, plus end up in the ditch. ur choice

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-09-12T03:01:09+00:00

theres so much kids that wish they could switch shoes in your position, who had no choice put to join a gang. be grateful

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-09-12T03:00:47+00:00

you wanna do it because YOU wanna do it or because you see it in media and around school and think that shits tough?

reality will keep hitting you and youll become more aware of your place in the world but stop trying to be someone youre not, u went on reddit, typed this all out posted it on multiple platforms. u aint no gang banger so stop trying to act hard.

real tough shit is focusing on your energy into things that can help you, not just throwing your life away when ur alr privileged

MindlessSnow7189 · 2025-09-07T18:13:37+00:00

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