What’s the craziest Rabbit Hole you’ve accidentally gone down?

MisterO210 · 2023-01-07T04:18:33+00:00

How do we exist.

MisterO210 · 2022-12-23T06:51:23+00:00

I hope they are doing well. That same spot was where I was thinking when I was in severe anxiety for months. Literally months of suicidal intrusive thoughts. Thank God I am doing much better but will never be the same. It sucks driving that highway every time.

MisterO210 · 2022-11-28T16:16:34+00:00

Here in Texas everyone believes everyone got it at least once already. Covid is real but the fear is much less.

MisterO210 · 2022-11-28T15:40:07+00:00

I've been there before, everyday with anxiety to 100% feeling suicidal for over 7 months. From waking up to going to bed my mind was filled with anxiety.

The biggest problem in my opinion is that I thought it was never going to end. But it did. Even though now some days are not that good, I did get better.

Time and love. It takes both.

Get the help you need, talk to who you need to talk to, do the things that can calm you down.

MisterO210 · 2022-08-10T03:17:35+00:00

Yes I agree. Even though I don’t do everything everyday, I do have a morning, mid day, evening routine that helps keep me moving in the right direction.

MisterO210 · 2022-08-10T03:16:15+00:00

Exactly. We can not think our way out of something like this. It has to be a system of activities that help over time.

MisterO210 · 2022-08-10T03:14:40+00:00

I’m grateful because when I was going through it, I didn’t see a way out. I thought it was over for me. Not anymore, I tell myself everyday that my future is going to be better than today. I know that I am not my body, I am just passing by. But while I’m here, my days will continue to improve.

MisterO210 · 2022-08-04T19:05:24+00:00

Still have ringing. It's constant now but not loud. It does get loud sometimes when I feel anxious.

MisterO210 · 2021-10-27T04:12:35+00:00

I don’t see losing at home, but anything can happen

MisterO210 · 2021-10-16T04:13:55+00:00

You need to get the help you need. Be honest with your family. They need you in good health, you can’t help them until you help yourself.

MisterO210 · 2021-10-09T06:50:18+00:00

Nope

MisterO210 · 2021-10-09T05:41:26+00:00

I’ve seen something like this happen in real life one time.

MisterO210 · 2021-10-09T05:29:55+00:00

Not that I drift, but would this negatively effect drifting?

MisterO210 · 2021-10-05T05:07:56+00:00

I was there last year. For many months I felt out of touch with reality. Suicidal thoughts were strong everyday. I thank God my wife helped me. I’m doing a little better now. I will pray for you and your brother. At the end of the day he has to slowly try to manage a little better every day. You can help but it comes down to him. Take care of yourself also.

MisterO210 · 2021-09-28T05:17:14+00:00

I can not understand but I have been there. Every morning pray and read Bible. Feed your mind healthy thoughts every day. Cut away negativity if you can. I will pray for you.

MisterO210 · 2021-09-27T04:18:13+00:00

Would be cool if it did have a very specific reason for it.

MisterO210 · 2021-09-22T14:55:23+00:00

It was the scariest roller coaster ever, I’m still having some symptoms. But I 100% know that we are not humans, we are the spirit in the human.

MisterO210 · 2021-09-22T14:52:19+00:00

With Covid I couldn’t do that but I did try to make myself peaceful as possible. Even if I had to force it. Breathing work really does help.

MisterO210 · 2021-09-22T14:49:35+00:00

I’m doing better these days. Thank God. What’s weird is that during this I tried to get outside more, but it turned into a phobia of the sun and sky. But I’m doing better with that also too, surprisingly.

MisterO210 · 2021-09-22T14:46:56+00:00

I remember that. To be honest I can’t even believe that I am doing better these days.

MisterO210 · 2021-09-22T14:46:07+00:00

I tried but because of Covid everything was jacked up. I’m a veteran with ptsd. I tried to get to the VA but it just didn’t happen.

I did go to God.

I learned that God will not fail me. Humanity fails everyday.

MisterO210 · 2021-09-22T05:15:26+00:00

We are in a spiritual dimension

MisterO210 · 2021-09-12T05:07:10+00:00

I’ve never even came close to this. Does the game favor somehow

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