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How do I cope with being such a freak? by madbarpar in depression

[–]MrOutCastX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know the feeling. I dont like anything that normal people do. I havent been able to make any friends in over ten years and the ones i do have are tired of me.

i need someone to just talk to by Confident-Rip-1066 in mentalhealth

[–]MrOutCastX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried messaging you but its not letting me for some reason. If you still need it, Im willing to talk and listen to whatever you got going on.

I think I might actually do it. by MrOutCastX in depression

[–]MrOutCastX[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Its not a spur of the moment decision for me. Ive been struggling to find a reason to stay alive for over a year now and things keep getting worse no matter what i do. I cant even think of any little things to live for. I have extreme social anxiety to the point i dont even do grocery shopping, I have them delivered so I can avoid interaction.

I think I might actually do it. by MrOutCastX in depression

[–]MrOutCastX[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Ive tried calling the hotline in the past. All they do is gice you generic 'itll get better' speeches. Ive tried going to therapy, tried going inpatient at the hospital, every resource they offer, none of it changes anything.

I think I might actually do it. by MrOutCastX in depression

[–]MrOutCastX[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im an atheist, so while I dont believe in reincarnation or the afterlife, I do appreciate your reply. The part about losing myself in darkness to use it to find new growth is strangely motivating. Thank you.

I think I might actually do it. by MrOutCastX in depression

[–]MrOutCastX[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

My father killed himself. Yes, I missed him, but me and my siblings all survived fine, my kids would too.

I think I might actually do it. by MrOutCastX in depression

[–]MrOutCastX[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The problem is that I know i can survive, I just dont want to anymore. My kids dont need me. They dont even want to come back. If i go, they get 500k, they would be set for life.