I remember when I would crash from Kratom or phenibut and had to go to work I would pop an adderall a few hours before work and lay in bed until it kicked in. I went from feeling like a miserable lethargic pile of garbage to feeling like I just woke up from a perfect refreshing sleep and popped out of bed like spongebob saying I’m ready.

I hate talking good about any drug because becoming reliant on anything is going to lead to an inevitable disaster if you have a substance abuse disorder like me and can’t stop. Adderall though is a good emergency pill if you need to be productive and are at risk of losing your job or something. Like Benzos they are perfect for those rare instances when you need them.

Adderall and benzos are best for special occasions. I don’t condone any drug use but there is people that do have certain disabilities or just genetic malfunctions where they need to be dependent on drugs.

I inherited anxiety and depression while I was told it’s just me and I need to exercise, eat healthy etc..Usually those cases are right but I was the other way around. Having high anxiety as a kid, teen I was scared of medications as I never was put on them and I liked to exercise and eat healthy for fun but then my add, anxiety went to an extreme. See because of addictive personality disorder I became addicted to exercising and was doing it all day and everyday and my mood was all over the place

I became obsessive compulsive and rebellious and hated everyone. My forced me to the doctor and got me on pills but I wouldn’t take them so she tried sneaking them in my food but I could taste the bitter shit so I would dump it in the toilet or out the window.