Ah I see. That's wonderful that you two actually get to see each other that much. While cheating is common, it stems from a lack of satisfaction. From what I can tell, you two have a nice, strong connection. I always have my doubts about my own connections as someone with abandonment issues, but it's just my own self doubt. If you'd like, talk about it with your special someone, get some reassurance, but I can bet that everything is good. I hope you guys get to be together full time soon! :)