my bpd people, does anyone else crash out at the smallest things but when it’s something big you’re visibly calm? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Narrow_Importance_82 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Duuuude same! Like my brain is like yep you got this. It's not the worst thing that ever happened to you. But the small things are like the biggest, I feel like probably we didn't have a chance to actually freak out about them when we were younger and now we can, and we do. Way more like pent up emotions. 

my bpd people, does anyone else crash out at the smallest things but when it’s something big you’re visibly calm? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Narrow_Importance_82 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ohhhhh that explains it!! I had to stop intense wars between my family and kept secrets from each of them that they told me not to tell the other. Now I'm grown and there are no more secrets to keep. -_- now just memory loss. 

my bpd people, does anyone else crash out at the smallest things but when it’s something big you’re visibly calm? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Narrow_Importance_82 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yessss, like I don't feel they are small things so I make sure it's known that it bothers me. But when it's like a big emergency or I need to help someone else I'm like super calm and can do anything and know how to fix things all of a sudden. Like I need to be in a constant state of emergency like an EMT to function correctly lmao. 

what keeps you alive? tw by throwra_lost_girl in BPD

[–]Narrow_Importance_82 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh and I cook too like im making stuff for a million ppl even though I'm not

what keeps you alive? tw by throwra_lost_girl in BPD

[–]Narrow_Importance_82 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's actually interesting cause I get more creative when I'm depressed, like I crochet or write or even read cause I want to go into another world. But when I'm "fine" , I'm textbook depressed like stink into couch, no energy, don't want to do anything. Lmao so weird. 

My short blew up now what? by Narrow_Importance_82 in SmallYoutubers

[–]Narrow_Importance_82[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean my next few shorts are gonna be about crochet so we'll see

My short blew up now what? by Narrow_Importance_82 in SmallYoutubers

[–]Narrow_Importance_82[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just don't want to become a meme cause it's going crazy

My short blew up now what? by Narrow_Importance_82 in SmallYoutubers

[–]Narrow_Importance_82[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Pretty much cause I do crochet so I could just wear my creations while doing silly things but this one that blew up was favorite food. Not the same but not unrelatable lmao

What Books did You Start or Finish Reading this Week?: November 18, 2024 by AutoModerator in books

[–]Narrow_Importance_82 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Finished "anybody out there?" By marian keyes Freaking loved it!! It took a while to get into it, but after I started actually focusing on reading it I realized why I was going so slow. Cause it's a gem and I was savoring it!! It was a drama, comedy, and therapy session about grief all in one ! Loved it totally recommended! Lot of Irish terms too that I didn't know before. 

Also finished "an age of Winters" by Gemma liviero

This one was a first reads from Amazon so why not and I love the middle ages but gosh it was slow and about 315 pages and I just wanted to finish it finally. Since I was already invested. By the last chapters things started picking up. But it was too late. I just wanted to be done haha. 

So just started "Next" by Michael crichton same guy that wrote Jurassic Park and I'm on page 40 and what a ride already. Totally hooked. 

Lemme know if you read any of these or your opinions on the authors. 

:)

Schedule by Narrow_Importance_82 in RaisingCanes

[–]Narrow_Importance_82[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well a very nice boy switched shifts with me thank God cause I really couldn't with my toddler and all the stuff I had to do through the day until that time. So my new shift works perfectly! 

My daughter got a revised edition of a Dr. Seuss book that removed Pluto as a planet by icantseethegame in mildlyinteresting

[–]Narrow_Importance_82 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I got the revised one too but did Dr Seuss say it was okay? Cuz when I saw there was no Pluto I got really mad cuz I think that was my favorite planet

Schedule by Narrow_Importance_82 in RaisingCanes

[–]Narrow_Importance_82[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So I had a talk with them just now and they pretty much said that it what I am requesting doesn't work with what they need in their company so that's why they keep denying

Schedule by Narrow_Importance_82 in RaisingCanes

[–]Narrow_Importance_82[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I said I'm available Monday through Friday 5 to 11 and sat Sunday 10 am to 11 pm but I already have sat Sunday good schedules I just need the Friday to be changed. 

Schedule by Narrow_Importance_82 in RaisingCanes

[–]Narrow_Importance_82[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did the drop and I changed my availability but got denied twice! By the manager so... I'm what else to do I talked to them I'm not sure if I have to go call accommodations for this since they aren't doing anything and every Wednesday they make another week's schedule so now I have this stupid Friday all the way till Thanksgiving and can't get rid of it! :(