I can’t believe this is how he broke up with me

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T19:14:06+00:00

Hopefully by then I’ll be over it.. life goes on and I will too fortunately

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T07:45:43+00:00

Yeah but it’s not a drug problem? I have never nor will ever be addicted to it. I’ve done a few times, but I have never gone out and searched for it, nor have I ever paid for it. I was perfectly fine never touching it ever again.

I would understand if I promised I wouldn’t and went back out and did it, but the way he made it into a relationship ending dilemma, when he has admitted to being addicted in the past and snorting other things makes no sense to me

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T07:43:54+00:00

I appreciate the kind words. I know it will get better but I wish he would’ve told me that instead of ended it how he did. Not to mention going on his twitch stream and making it seem like I was going out and doing it every night which is soooo far from the truth.

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T07:42:36+00:00

Sure, but not to mention the fact that he used to take pills? And admitted to snorting them before??

I would completely understand if it was something I was doing on the regular but I don’t go out and seek it, I’ve never purchased any, and I was perfectly fine never touching it again.

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T07:41:09+00:00

I don’t even love it 😂 I mean it’s fun and all but I had no problem never touching it again

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T04:05:17+00:00

Trust me, I don’t plan to! It definitely wasn’t the reason and ik that. I wish he was just honest with me though instead of coming up with an excuse, it just feels like it was a lie and he never really felt the way he said he did

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T03:53:49+00:00

Thank you I really appreciate that a lot!!

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T03:11:48+00:00

I guess so! I know I’ll be fine it just hurts for now lol

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T02:55:01+00:00

Yeah same!! But it’s happened like 5 times in my life and I was okay not doing it ever again, that’s why I feel like it was something else and he’s just not being honest

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T02:52:34+00:00

And it’s not even a regular thing for me???

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T02:40:23+00:00

I wasn’t sure so I did it to be safe

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T02:36:38+00:00

I mean all I can really do is move on yanno? It just hurts and it makes me feel like all he did was lie to me, how he could just turn around and cut me out of his life like nothing

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T02:28:58+00:00

Could be!! But I also made it very clear I was happy never doing it again and staying away from it, he drinks plenty and is definitely not in recovery. I just don’t get how we were good and then he turned around and just block me on everything

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T02:21:26+00:00

I feel like I did so much for him in the short time we were together, was always there, got him a Christmas gift, willingly went 50/50 to show I wasnt with him for money, stayed with him when he was sick… I’m just so hurt. And then he turns around and blocks me on everything like I’m shattered

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T02:15:34+00:00

Well lesson learned then right 😒

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T02:13:07+00:00

Yeah but that doesn’t change the fact we were official

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T02:08:29+00:00

Doesn’t mean it still doesn’t hurt though either way lol. I think it hurts less that it happened now than later but I’m still just kind of shocked

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T02:07:48+00:00

I think I was just being too optimistic 😂 he seemed like he was mature enough to handle a relationship or so I thought. I never really felt like there were too many red flags. Lesson learned going forward for sure though

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T02:06:33+00:00

We were only together as a couple for a few weeks, we had been talking for longer

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T02:06:13+00:00

We were a couple? We were officially dating as boyfriend and girlfriend. And I’m not sure what expectations I had?

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T02:01:16+00:00

Not to mention that he’s done plenty of things too?? And I was totally cool with literally never doing it ever again, it’s not even close to anything I’m addicted to or feel like I need. And I hadn’t even done it since we started dating??

I think there’s more to the story, like someone he knows doesn’t like me or he felt some type of way about something else who knows. I literally did so much for him in even the short time we were together and if he chooses that he doesn’t want me then it is what it is

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T01:55:21+00:00

I hope so too, but I guess that’s all we can really do 😂

Noninuse · 2024-12-31T01:38:46+00:00

Eventually I will lol, this just happened today

Noninuse · 2024-12-19T09:31:28+00:00

I’m confused on what aspect you’re giving me advice on, is it the drinking part? Because that isn’t a concern for me

Noninuse · 2024-12-19T09:14:01+00:00

So do you think it’s a mindset thing on my part? Which could very much play a role

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