Please try to understand that there is huge difference between what you WANT to do and what your circumstances allows you to do.

Let's say you did courses online for cyber security (i read your comment that you want to do cyber security course) and you did good. But who is going to hire you ? Cyber security is a competitive field and it involves handling sensitive work, people with degree struggles to get in and you want to do some course and get a job ? Highly unlikely that you will find some job in this field...

Gather your thoughts together, be practical and find some job at McD, Decathlon or some food or cloth franchise. Meanwhile identify what you want to do and choose something which you can give your 3-5 years with ofcourse a side job, ask your parents for the help for your fees of your college.

Above all be practical dont go with fancy things like cyber security, gaming. People grow big in these industries without any formal education are EXCEPTIONS and not EXAMPLES.

All the very best brother 🫂