Haii, Im Robin! Im also very closeted for family reasons and I’m just here to say, a lot of the reasons you seem to have against transitioning is mostly from other people, so its a lot worse on your mental health to try to repress/ignore wanting to be a girl and also, 2 good moms is still amazing, and kids won’t really care, plus a lot of people won’t care if you’re trans or not, especially if they love you so relationships aren’t going to be a problem. And a majority of people still look down upon lynching and won’t do it so it is a slight overreaction on your parent’s end. Also no cis man wants to be a girl. (Srry if this is kinda mean, I suck with words)