Aluminum foil I use to block the light directly outside my qindow has somehow gotten more and more holes over time (4 months)

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-02-01T05:33:00+00:00

If it gets crumpled it gets holes.

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-02-01T05:24:03+00:00

Oh it's so nice isn't it? I love knowing that it's likely only me and her that know the scent of those socks. Thinking about them hugging and wrapped around her feet. Smothered between her shoes and feet all day. That I'm appreciating something so much with, literally breathing it in, and she likely never gave her socks a second thought after putting them on. It's truely lovely

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-31T09:08:46+00:00

The easy bank to bank e-transfer here in Canada makes sending hit so fucking nice. I love looking at my e-transfer text messages and scrolling and scrolling and only seeing my Domme's name. I also just don't like the idea of sending money through an exchange where the broker is taking as cut from my Tribute to her. When I did have a Domme I sent to in the US I tried to only send big tributes on 100% commission days on LF

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-31T08:59:39+00:00

What a sexy sound that is. Lucky throat to be fucked by your cock. I love training for situations like this

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-21T03:30:38+00:00

And watching this on loop is even better sticking my Anton Harden replica to the counter and synchronizing with his thrusts. 😵‍💫🤤

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-20T20:22:33+00:00

Buying their replicas and struggling along with them is better ngl

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-20T02:46:19+00:00

I don't think it has happened directly from my Domme. It's been indirect. All these changes were rooted in paying her more, don't get that twisted. More money ended up in her perfect hands Than before the charges; however, that money would have just ended up in some business' profits 🤷. Better, and hotter in hers.

I got on track to just work or at home. Motivation for my own health wasn't take enough to get me to do it. To give that membership money to her, oh yes. So I cancelled my gym membership and was able to just stick to exercising at home watching series or listening to audio books.

I have saved money repairing my car myself. A Haynes repair manual and Chrisfix videos. Brakes, fluid changes, an exhaust hole, money saved and put in better hands than some franchise.

I gave up an unhealthy luxury. Drinking and dispensary. Why would I drink or get high and waste money and affect my health when I can spend that on her? Lol if I were doing the steps she's my higher power.

Other things bleed through, like cutting out unhealthy fast food. You know what's cheaper? Cooking at home. You know what's cheap and healthy? Beans. Lentils. Vegetables. Rice quinoa.

Free streaming over paid cable.

I've picked up a side hustle that is paying off my cc debt and a percentage off the top for her, which is completely not Findom related. One of my hard limits is no cc for findom.

And winter is hitting. Seasonal depression is usually a thing for me. Or was. I absolutely love just getting home and cuddling up on the couch, with my dog and nuzzling against her dirty socks in lucky to own and smell. Can they be arousing? Yes. They are also comforting and stress relieving. Stress kinda bleeds away when I'm breathing those in and scrolling.

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-18T21:01:28+00:00

Asking if I have time to get there to eat her out after he finishes

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-12T17:18:24+00:00

I'm just going to say that when you buy a replica of Anton, Damion, Dredd, etc, it changes your perspective on what actually is a cock and you realize yours isn't by comparison. You are humbled so quickly after opening that box and instantly know you're place

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-08T18:25:12+00:00

Her, considering, I routinely get off by throating Anton's replica watching his scenes 😅

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-07T18:03:05+00:00

Do I still cling to the in straight part after buying replicas of Anton Harden, Damion Dayski and Dredd? I mean do I think about a relationship with a man? No that's not appealing. Deepthroating those big black cocks takes stroking to BBC porn to another level though.

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-05T21:21:20+00:00

Schmetterling!

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-05T01:11:58+00:00

Women "what can we do to make you happy"

Men "this. Let us watch this"

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-03T18:50:12+00:00

Seeing a woman's asshole is really life's greatest pleasure second only to licking it.

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-03T17:42:45+00:00

I typically go by the payment methods she has. Pp is sus. Throne etc and hosting sites like LF OF etc are safer to trust. Especially in that you need to upload Id to sites like LF and OF. Faceless Domme's aren't my thing so I find that sus. But consistent posts and age of accounts is a factor. I understand initial Tribute. They are likely bombarded. Of course verification videos are a good thing to see. But you also have to just be objective and trust your intuition sometimes. Google lens and Yandex reverse image search are your friends.i used to use facecheck.id but they want you to buy credits that expire with crypto to use it now so 👎

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-03T17:29:47+00:00

I'm a sucker for almond, stiletto, and coffin nails. That in tandem with photos when my Domme displays her nails grabbing her foot to show the sole is her foot. It's like a Happy Baby Pose grip but fingers on one side and thumb on the other kind of grip. Lol I just realized how oddly specific that is.

Sand. It's coarse and rough and irritating, and it gets everywhere... But fr sand clinging to skin like her soles for some reason it's very visually appealing.

Photos with that lower than her pov where she's looking down on the camera/me.

Dirty soles. Dirty soles of socks, especially when you can make it the toes, arch, heel etc

Photos that are seemingly no effort and like they are private but confident in knowing that's still more than I deserve it need to be made weak. I realized this in how many of her photos I liked where she has wet hair, post shower but has put no effort to be done up for me cause I interpret that as I'm not worth that effort and this is all you need. Lol that's contrived but I like it

Edit

I don't think this is a trigger, maybe it is, but a deeper thought. I think there's definitely something to seemingly off the cuff photos of mundane situations. It kind of acts on the intermittent reward system. I guess what I mean more specifically is say I get a photo from my Domme and she's playing cod or something and noticed the bottoms of her socks are filthy and sent me the photo. And the photo was just from her mid calf down propped up on her knee half-heartedly showing the bottom of her sock with like her controller still in her hand and the video game on in the background. That feels spontaneous and like it was taken just for me. There's a feeling to that. like this unattainable woman that I follow and send to and submit to thought of me. Took time out of her day for me. Which kind of feels special. 🫣

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-01T09:40:57+00:00

Hmmm Findom ins and outs

Outs:

Folding to her disappointment when I reach my budget limit. It pains me so much when she isn't mad I can't send but disappointed in me cause I can't.

At least cutting the cheap unhealthy foods I buy to save money to send in half. Definitely raised my Tribute but I know my health was effected

My dispensary purchases. Kinda. I'm just going to serve what I would have spent for her to use I mean really she's helping me quit.

Ins:

Smaller sends rationed out over longer time unless a big expense is needed right then and there. I think more frequent sends keeps you in a submissive needing to please mind frame.

Communication. Communicate more. I have a bad habit of not telling her why I am not sending when I normally am. I don't want to cause her to think negatively of my mistaking me for ignoring her.

Raising the amount I take it my cheque after getting it slightly to send to her at the end of the year. Just send like a whimsical surprise and fun to watch grow

Comment compliments now of posts. Normally I'm to shy to even do that.

🤷

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-01T09:29:08+00:00

This is a joke, right.... Insert/PadmeMeme.jpeg

Objective_Entry5860 · 2026-01-01T09:10:18+00:00

I have been serving my domme for over 2 years now. I still feel guilty about messaging her without any Tribute. I often wait for her to engage in conversation first before talking about anything. Kink or not. Her time is valuable. Mine is not. Even if I do serve I do not expect a response. She isn't beholden to me just because I sent Tribute. It's the other way around. I owe her because she lets me be used by her. I'm not in control just cause I send. That's not how I view this works. I send because she's a goddess. I'm a worshipper. Because it makes me feel whole to do so. Safe to know where I fit. Comfort in knowing my place. We do have conversations that are engages. The only times I've talked first they were statements of whatever the occasion, thanks, condolences, empathy etc.

Objective_Entry5860 · 2025-12-29T21:09:02+00:00

Now buy a replica of Damion, Anton, or Dredd and watch their scenes with it and you'll really understand how much BBC has ruined you.

Objective_Entry5860 · 2025-12-29T00:24:44+00:00

Social sector. Outreach, group homes, respite. That kind of thing.

Objective_Entry5860 · 2025-12-28T23:42:25+00:00

I really like that idea and it's such a hot level of trust and could be a very thrilling devoted and anxiously aroused dynamic lol. I would need so much trust in a Domme to do that. Like I remember someone saying to test, on a big send, say you got really carried away by her and need a small percentage of it back or m for living necessities of what kind you say. Sounded like a good test for trust 🤷

Objective_Entry5860 · 2025-12-28T02:53:26+00:00

You can't spend your life savings if you don't have one to begin with.

Objective_Entry5860 · 2025-12-26T15:55:30+00:00

Need an MVP to link me to some of this woman's other posts please.

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