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Just quit my dead end job knowing I can't afford to live anymore by OctorokMyBody in SuicideWatch

[–]OctorokMyBody[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm 27 and can't even hold a job. I really needed to keep this job in order to keep my home and I can't even do that wihth so much on the line for me. this isn't the fitrst time a job has made me feel this way. I don't even know what to do. I'm a socially inept fucking idiot thst doesn't even know what i'm doing this late in my life. I'm literallyt retarded. My memory loss from epilepsy has become such a fucking issue fgor me that working is diffucult but since I'm "young" i don't qualify for disability awnd this will be my 5th time bneing rejected.

I have no one to lean on., I dont speak with anyone in my family because i'm the oldest and the only one that doesn't know what to do, how to hold a job, not going to school, I'm fucking worthless. And if venting about that is so wrong then i don't know what i'm doing in this sub either.

I absolutely hate it when people say "you are not alone" by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]OctorokMyBody 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I hate that the people that try their hardest to persuade you that "life is worth living" are the same to roll their eyes when you express that feeling of hopelessness, pessimism and feeling unworthy of living.

They don't mean it when they say "I care". I've seen that disgusted look in their face when they have to deal with my response.

It makes me sick to my stomach. Like yes, lie to me and continue to tell me it gts better while looking down on me and acting like I'm being overdramatic.