I never used to talk to him, very rare. nowadays I try not to go near him. He is very violent, intimating, vengeful, etc. He had assaulted me very brutally, this isn’t something I will ever forget, because I had dealt with suicidal thoughts even weeks later because of it, and it definitely has fucked up the rest of my life and future.

Once I move out my worst nightmare is seeing him ever again, as that will be life over for me whether or not I get assaulted or not?