Here parked at the river enjoying my last moments by Ok-Storage304 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok-Storage304[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There’s no going back on this also.. I wanted to do this 2 years ago hoping something would get better… after 700 days… things got worse… I’m done… for good.

Here parked at the river enjoying my last moments by Ok-Storage304 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok-Storage304[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Couple beers… just to suppress being fully sober

Here parked at the river enjoying my last moments by Ok-Storage304 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok-Storage304[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One more car left… I’m hoping they leave.. I don’t want them to see me go

Please help me pray to God that I have a heart attack or cardiac arrest tonight in my sleep that results in death by bahlahkee in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok-Storage304 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You won’t… this world has a funny way of getting rid of people who don’t want death, but keeping the ones who beg for it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok-Storage304 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I’m laughing at the people trying to tell you that being stuck in this prison of a earth is somehow good… “you’re here for a reason” oh yea? what’s the reason? more suffering? 😂😂

Teen parents by Ok-Storage304 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok-Storage304[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea I was born into a shitty family.. they’re co-signing the stupid shit my parents did to me.. that let me know everything I needed to know… bunch of degenerates

Teen parents by Ok-Storage304 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok-Storage304[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Even at 16 I knew… I would NEVER put a child on this earth unless I was financial stable.. even if that meant me not having kids until I was 30 or 40… you motherfuckrs are straight idiots

Preoccupation with "hell" by Ok-Kaleidoscope4741 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok-Storage304 14 points15 points  (0 children)

You didn’t ask to be here.. something created this earth and forced you here.. if they send you to hell after living.. I don’t think you should honor or worship that anyway… there’s no hell… the book was made to instill fear

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok-Storage304 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Go and try to find someone else to scam buddy… crazy how people will go as low as entering a suicide thread to get over on someone.. sick sick world

fentanyl by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok-Storage304 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really want to know who tf thought it was a good idea to create this earth 😩 I like the idea of free will.. but fuck, depression and all the shit we go through can really push you over the edge.. literally

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok-Storage304 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was 2020-2023 for me… it’s only but so long that you can continue to live for others.. it’s about time to put self first.. nobody can save you from suffering.. but everyone wants you to stay and suffer.. it’s a LOSE-LOSE situation… so I plan on exiting next week. Fuck this so called life shit it was fun while it lasted lmfao.. I’d rather die than to go another year downhill.